I was just on the computer, I don’t go on very often.

But this question came to mind, who are you?

Are you one of the fathers, sons?

Are you one who has surrendered, everything?

Is your soul healed?

Do you compromise, to have those around you that you love?

Simple questions, he knows the answer. But do you?

As you get older you think, I know it all! Really, big head, not available to learn maybe sitting inside.

Well I admit it, I will be in the school of God the rest of my life and that is brilliant.

For my mind will be renewed, my life is full of anticipation of what’s to come.

Think about it, how awesome…

There have been times in life where I did not think I was OK.

Why, because the enemy kept telling me I wasn’t, that caused all sorts of problems.

I have been reading a book given to me for Christmas the person was instructed and lets say, his timing is perfect.

You see, I thought if I acted like I was confident, happy etc etc, and showed not sign of weakness or neediness then I was OK. Wrong, how wrong I did not realise, when required I have stopped and action-ed the parts required. Not just he declarations in the book. But face things, not wash it under the rug, for the SOUL is crying out to be healed.

What many do not understand is if you never get taught how, then your stuck in limbo flaying in the wind. Thinking you’ve got it together, by not facing it.

I never knew how to say, I don’t like that or don’t agree. I was on auto being a yes person. And even that I wasn’t really aware of.

So, I got fat, yes lets put out the rubbish, to protect myself from men. You get to a certain size and become invisible yay but your so not happy.

But what I realised this weekend, I got big to have an inbuilt airbag to protect myself from everyone. And I do not have too, because my dad will sort out any attacks on me.

All I have to do is hold onto the faith I have, and I was reading wondering if I had enough and someone stopped in and said,  God told them to “go see Bronie, tell her she is a great woman of faith”.

What a blessing, so I continue on, getting it right and learning how to move forward and not look back.

But knowing that if anyone crosses my path the Lord will show me how to share, to help the person I come in contact with and use what was used against me for his glory.

Be willing to accept you learn everyday, but he has the right time to bring you forward. Just go with the flow, no biggie…

It is funny, when you are going through something and you look back.

You struggle, huff and puff and as I do, get a little short.

But, its not really a big deal, the enemy wants us to make a mountain out of mole hill.

And we go along for the ride, until we get smart and decide to look at ourselves first. That is when, you can get a grip and really know, who your fighting, the person in the mirror with the devil on the shoulder having a field day.

So, before you open your mouth, ask yourself this. Is it my problem, or theirs and more often than not, it ours….

Food for thought.

When the father speaks, and you don’t listen. I would not want to be you, he demands the attention.

You pray and ask, but when you don’t get what you want, to try and ignore the message.

We’ll my lovelies, he is not gonna take it, from you or anyone.

It comes down to love, honour, obey and respect. Your married to him first, so put him first and do as instructed.

Remember you cannot see the trees for the leaves. So shut up and take the medicine.

I feel someone needs this, because this is not from me.

He is making a demand, so its time to behave and receive, he knows the outcome, not you…

Sometimes especially at this time of year, we forget what can be more important.

Showing a little love can give you the greatest gift of all.

So I ask you to show a little love to those you may not know.

And all will be well.

Be blessed, be loved and just be….

Now finding out more everyday, I find it amazing how many aspects there are to God the father.

The spirits are all parts of him, but all with a separate job to do, this is why you can ask for things.

Today its suppose to be 43 degrees, so I went out and spoke to the sun and weather. To ask for it not to get so hot, I have seen birds fall out of the sky and die, because it was so hot.

This morning as I lay there, I saw a sale receipt not like the normal print out, but more on a tag. Like I have done something right and here is the evidence of it.

Funny how he shows me things, and colours of the spirits. I am going to paint them like this, this holiday. I have a stash of bits that I can use. I am inspired.

Examples

Yes its time, I was about to leave the page when I felt the serge.

So, when you read the bible it talks about, spirit of fear of God, spirit of wisdom, spirit of understanding etc.

They are all spirits, you can ask them to assist you there are seven. His perfect number, for the spirit of wisdom was with the master craftsman when he made the world. Before he shaped the oceans etc.

So, when you ask, make an action. It says take the helmet of salvation well, motion that your grabbing it and putting it on.

If you don’t then what your asking for is like hot air, it does nothing and you get nothing.

We have read the bible, the way the world wants us too, the enemy does not want us to understand the depths you can achieve and because we get comfortable.

(Don’t be in house arrest, for he dwells inside.)

Then we really don’t move, as I have said before. If your comfortable, then your not in the right place in god, you gotta go through a fire to come out, counting your blessing.

And that is something we forget, to humble ourselves and say thank you for ALL he has done for us.

We get finances and think big headed and fall off the perch, well I am in a place if I had money, it would just be that, plastic paper you can use as required.

People seem to buy what they want, when what they need is flay ling in the wind. And then they seem to get stupid and hang around with those who have no morals or conscience.

Well, I would rather be where I am, know that when it does come, it is no big deal and I stay the same, with a big love for the father.

That is riches to me…

I have been fighting for months now and they cant figure out why?

Well as I said to my doctor, the devil is trying to stop me, the more I move forward in God.

And you know me by now, I believe and he says to me, well hes not going to win. LOL

I was so inspired that my little visits in to see him, have had an effect. For he cannot deny when medical miracles happen and when they happen to someone who will shout from the rooftops of his good news.

I will win because my father says so, I am not in no way ever going to surrender. I only surrender to the Father the king of kings.

I am extra ordinary, I was born this way and I am becoming whom I am suppose to be.

The enemy lies to me all the time, well I know the truth, I know how to get it and I will take the lot, when released.

I use to stand at the back of the line, thinking I was not worthy, now I am up the front.

Father, I ask the spirit of wisdom to show me, what I need to do. For I know you have my set of keys, please heal everything I have asked of you. Amen