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Watching America today

I watched America today, and I saw a man walk across the road, to a building and stand.

What most do not realise is, he stood for God, I believe he was asked by God, how much do you trust me?

And then told what to do, so he just did it and the world were gob smacked as to why.

Well for us who know, what a sign of TRUST.

Trust to just hear and do what your told.

You may not like the man that was, but the man that God used today, I prayed for.

If your worried about how you will be portrayed or what others think, then I feel sorry.

Sorry that you have not yet come into maturity.

Sorry that you have not got the guts to move yourself or your attitude out and God in.

But when you move your worldly mind to a Godly one, you get it and see the work of the father.

When I see something like that I ask the father, I ask what he is trying to show and I got my answer, how awesome is he.

How awesome, and when you stand against him, you stand against the father, so I say this to you, be very careful with your words today.

For your words can lead to your death, not natural but spiritual.

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When you get pushed, its time

I have been fighting with my tail bone.

Fighting to just do simple things, sometimes I’m better than others.

But I know its a battle, that the enemy is trying all he can to stop me.

And I told the doctor and the chemist, I will not be stopped.

You see I do not care who hears, but I care that they know who to turn too.

Its not about my status, or ego, its about my dad.

So I will fight, I will fight till my fathers wins inside of me.

I will take on this mountain, and win.

For I know that when push comes to shove, I will use the pain to fight my way out. I am not one to just lie their and take it.

Oh no, I will get my victory….

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How awesome is it…

I have been thinking a lot about how awesome our dad is.

How if you take the time to not only to be diligent, but say good morning, to just talk to him as your very best friend and then wait for him to answer.

Its really awesome, to know just how much your loved.

Again this morning I took the time and read Psalm 17, he opens it up more and more.

He sees me as the apple of his eye, how wonderful is he to think of me that way.

It is just really a beautiful thought….

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Why can I be so blunt

Blunt, I call it direct.

Why waist time, you have no one on this earth to please, no one to answer too.

In reality of what I live in, you have only him.

So, being blunt saves time. If you cannot take the heat, get out of the kitchen as they say.

But I say, hold your ground, if it touches then clench your fists and fight to win.

I am the way I am, because he needs me, needs me to be bold and speak boldly.

As sometimes its hard to hear as an adult in the world, grow up.

Mature in the spirit, despite your earthly age, get a grip on yourself, for self is self depriving to your health.

Think about it, its the truth for now.

Go be blessed…

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Update about my miracle

As I think I posted before he has shown me the garbage of others I was carrying, and everyday I look in the mirror. I see change, slowly I am shrinking, and its not about what others want for me.

Its all him, its what he has done for me.

He is pleased with how I take things on, to face them and breakthrough.

Only with him by my side, can I know I have NOTHING to fear.

Then all falls into place and all I feel is JOY.

SO if you have something, speak to him now. Go find a quiet place, he is ready for you to come, for now is the time to worship, come now is the time to give your heart.

COME.. do not put him off till later.

Later won’t cut it, now will.

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Many times you repeat, reset time

Many times I say just in general, its not about wealth in money. Its about him giving you what you not only desire, but also for you achieving his levels.

Like a proud dad, he wants to give. But we hold him back, by words, by being proud full.

So I reset and know, that whatever and whenever my dad sees fit, I am ready.

Money means nothing, I have no desire, but I do have an expectation of climbing closer to him.

And with that if finance comes, he knows that it is less than breath. He is all I want, and I know he will show through me to others just how to love him.

Love will give me the desire of my heart, it will give me life more abundantly, not like the world but his way.

Just trust, rest in him and have peace, knowing he has got you.

That is all you need to know.

 

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I have noticed the changes

Continuing on about becoming aware.

I have noticed not only buying more veg, but the need to have it all.

You see if I bought a pk of ice cream’s for example I would need to have one after the other. Until they were all done, or eat all chocolate etc etc.

I made a really yummy stir fry last night, choy sum, carrot, onion, beef, pasta (vegoroni) and I ate enough, still have 2 meals left from it.

And then I had one ice cream for dessert, that is such a monumental thing.

After when I felt I needed something else I had an apple and banana, this is such a huge transformation for me.

I feel others support and prayers which is amazing, if you have then thank you.

But yahoo…I’m on my way to full happiness

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Covid has been a gift

Now I know this may not make sense, but I look at things different to others.

The world had to stop, gift 1.

The world has had time to heal, gift 2.

We have had time to appreciate what we have, gift 3.

We have had time to see, see what is really going and make a stand, gift 4.

Time to spend in prayer and building our relationship with the father, gift 5.

Time to clean up things that we had put aside, gift 6.

Time to reset, gift 7.

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Not seeing me

It has been a life of not seeing me.

You see others would say things and it was if I was living inside a body that did not fit, what I saw.

Even when I was the correct weight, when the eyes you see through are like a lens that has not been cleaned, the vision is dis-taught ed.

And that has been my most recent insight.

Occasionally I see a glimpse of me and have known in a way why.

But I feel like my real self is finally coming forward and that is a real gift from the father.

So if anyone around you is doing the wrong thing, shout your truth and live the life you were meant to live.