The lord showed me many years ago, being smaller size, even the top half. (Trying to be lady like here)

I have held onto that vision knowing that in the right time and season he would provide.

Well, YAHOOOOO it’s here. I will soon loose 20 – 30kg and the girls as I call them will no longer hurt my back or be a continent of two.

The doctor has seen the light and they are going, CHANGE is here and I am taking it with both hands.

HALLELUJAH

Something I can totally say is the truth is, you can trust him.

You may not like some of the things he has for you, but he has your blue print in front of him.

He knows what will happen and has everything set out, for you.

All you need to do is trust him, to direct your path.

He is so beautiful in so many ways and I don’t think we give him enough credit.

So Lord, you are the most awesome thing I know, you are better than anything I have known before.

You are the air I breath and for that I am so grateful.

May someone know your heart, as I long to know you more.

May the tears I shed writing this in appreciation of everything you do touch others.

Open their hearts Lord, open the eyes of their heart. Let them see you.

I was watching the news flash about Schapelle, what bothered me is how many cameras there were.

Yes she is either innocent or not. But let her out spend time alone, and try to feel her freedom.

Sometimes freedom is viewed in different ways. But I hope she is on her way home soon.

I saw the media scrum yesterday as another kind of prison. Yes some may be curious as to what she may have to say, but really do we need to know the dirty details.

What gets me is I was sitting in a waiting room, (never buy gossip mags anymore) I picked up a magazine and felt the disgusted on what was printed.

Really, if you talk to a guy you’re having sex or in a relationship. If I watch a movie, then its the story, not the person playing the part.

The world puts them on a pedestal and wonders why they fall off. Really….

Today, I am sitting in class waiting for it to start. Yes I arrived early, which is always a bonus.

I challenge you to even if others around you are swearing or cracking it, to change the atmosphere.

Change the environment around you, be that nice and appear happy that it rubs off on them.

See what happens, I know at least your day will be brighter that the rest.

With what I have been going through, one thing that has stuck in my mind is.

He never wastes time, if he didn’t think I was worth it he wouldn’t spend time on me.

But as he says in his word he only corrects those he loves.

So I am loved, and being built on.

Time is only wasted if you don’t get anything out of it, that’s my view anyway.

Something that has been going on in me.

The lord has had me in a mortar and pestle, I feel like I have been squished right down to extract all the best out of me.

I have had a lot of internal things that have been, highlighted, tested and brought to the light for change.

But I keep thinking of a potters wheel, you have to ready the wheel, throw the clay onto it.

Then you have to push it up and squish it down to centre it, that is what has been happening in me.

I did really feel like giving up as I am only human but really, there is no where to run. So I decided to stand and just go through it till the end.

Next, everyday is a new day and you just never know what is next.

Be blessed, and remember I am not exempt from anything but if sharing helps then I am glad to do it.

 What if God was one of us? Just a stranger on the bus, trying to make his way home.

What if God was sitting inside the homeless person you just passed?

What if God was the bus driver, or the person sitting next to you?

What if God was the stranger, trying to make his way home?

His home is where you ARE.

Inside YOU, when you let him in.

Again what if God was one of us?

Remember this when you are speaking to someone, offer them kindness and love.

Find the joy, he provides by this simple thing.

Night and sleep tight, let his loving arms hold you as you fall to sleep.

I was sitting watching the movie Blindside.

How the Lord can make a lot of little things, add up to a great impact on me.

He is gentle, caring, loving and wonderful. He makes me sing and cry. He makes me feel so very special.

Today, I caught the bus to go down the street. I thought ok, get organized and go.

Everywhere I went I felt him, songs would come through the speakers. Songs that mean so much to me, you never have this happen.

It was like he was waiting for me, wanting me to know he was there. Wanting to know he has never left me or forsaken me.

By the time I got home, I was walking on cloud nine. I know by the look they gave me they knew something awesome was in their presence, when my father is with you anything can happen.

How brilliant is he to love me so much, to guide my path. I keep trying to express the love I have for him but I cannot come close.

Yesterday is was very hot here, before the change came in.

I rang a friend because it was so dry, I felt like I couldn’t breath. Their was no moisture in the air, so I went to a friend’s place who has an awesome air conditioner.

I felt the need to take up my lotions and sorts to give her a foot treatment.

Its funny but I am a late bloomer, a lot of the girly things I didn’t start doing until about 8 years ago. Better late than never, it was always an expense that I did not have the money for. And I have to say I was to embarrassed to ask encase people thought I was from another planet.

So when I felt gods prompting, I got out the scrubs, creams and water in a dish. I pumiced her feet, soaked them, scrubbed in the pumice cream, finished with soothing cream and a good foot massage.

I felt that the Lord wanted to honour her, so he used me and I have to say I enjoy making people happy. Even if its to do there feet, I know how much I love it, when someone wants to make me relax .

And my hands feel great, so there is a bonus. But something so simple can have such a big impact, I told her she needed to be honoured, I know that touched her heart, she knew the Lord was in on it.

Do something simple, you might be the one to get the biggest reward…

Today is supposed to be 44o and I can say is bring on Saturdays temperature.

I was thinking about the heat sometimes your under, to test your reserve.

Being hot, I will keep moving forward, like an army private, on the ground crawling every inch.

The point is to never give up….