I always think about this specific saying, it’s when you have to deal with another glitch in the force.

But thinking about it, how true is it if you think, lemons? Lemonade or lemon tea, lemon cake, lemon on chicken, dried lemon, frozen lemon juice etc etc etc.

There are many ways of dealing with each day’s issues, or the same old thing again. But when you have him beside you the list is endless, or when he stands in so simple.

It’s like with this page; I started it wanting to let my story and my journey come out. I wanted to share how you can go through something, that at the times feels like it’s going to kill you, but what it does is strengthen you, it trains you for the next step in your life. The life he has planned perfectly for you, your grand architect who has your blueprints laid out in front of him.

And when it is required and the person is put in front of you, to help those who have had the same experience you have, and you can share how he brought me through and that it can be done.

I am so very glad that the old lady next door prayed for me as a little girl, she may not have been treated well by her son and daughter in-law. But I believe she got into heaven and they are headed south, their judgement will show it all, the notes taken of their lives and what has been done that is not of him.

We need to very much keep this in mind, the lemons in our lives that we may be related too, but as I have removed myself from the talons of their lives. I feel a freedom and a wonderment of what is around me, you see I feel more than I see.

My spirit is connected and that very thing I keep in mind never to lose. It is a very rare and precious to have that connection in my life. And I love the rarest things; the one offs as you will. I think that is why I love the handbags I make, each one is a one off.

Then I think of my mum’s words, “when god made you, he broke the mould” that’s special.

Even when people have tried to pigeonhole me and try and destroy me, those simple words make me think that in my little life someone saw something special in me.

So as you have read this, you may not know of someone who may be praying for you, but know he is waiting for you, there is no big way to pray as you introduce yourself, just open up the door and start the conversation.

And know he loves you, all of you even the parts you’re trying to hide.

Be blessed.