On Saturday morning I was given a gift that made we weep like a child. Here is why
1 Hear a just cause, O Lord,
Attend to my cry;Give ear to my prayer which is not from deceitful lips.(The tears I have shed, just feeling the pain of what has come in the past. In my innocent time, when I pray with such an innocent heart) 2 Let my vindication come from Your presence; Let Your eyes look on the things that are upright. (How many times has others words, when it comes from there own insecurities have attacked me. Wanting the truth to come out) 3 You have tested my heart; (Tested me, when my own children have been used against me and I have not moved from his presence)You have visited me in the night; (I have asked for him to hold me and he has)You have [a]tried me and have found [b]nothing; (He has tried me and found, how much I love him)I have purposed that my mouth shall not transgress. (When I could have said something and stayed quiet) 4 Concerning the works of men,
By the word of Your lips,
I have kept away from the paths of the destroyer. (When the word would arise from within me and I knew what was trying to get me off the path) 5 Uphold my steps in Your paths,
That my footsteps may not slip. (What ever comes, I must stay the course) 6 I have called upon You, for You will hear me, O God;
Incline Your ear to me, and hear my speech. (I know he has heard me, because the response is immediate) 7 Show Your marvelous lovingkindness by Your right hand,
O You who [c]save those who trust in You
From those who rise up against them. (He has shown his loving, kindness, when times are tough) 8 Keep me as the [d]apple of Your eye;
Hide me under the shadow of Your wings, (He has done just so and to say these words to me)
9 From the wicked who oppress me,
From my deadly enemies who surround me. (He is my shield)
10 They have closed up their fat hearts;
With their mouths they speak proudly. (This is personal but true) 11 They have now surrounded us in our steps;
They have set their eyes, crouching down to the earth,
12 As a lion is eager to tear his prey,
And like a young lion lurking in secret places.
13 Arise, O Lord,
Confront him, cast him down;
Deliver my life from the wicked with Your sword, (This is the time, I know he is doing something major to those who have tried to stop me) 14 With Your hand from men, O Lord,
From men of the world who have their portion in this life,
And whose belly You fill with Your hidden treasure.
They are satisfied with children,
And leave the rest of their possession for their babes.
15 As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness;
I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness. (wow and wow)
He knows the pain I have gone through recently that, who’s words were cutting but so untrue and something that was said about them, not me.
I have prayed that the truth comes forward, because a lie from evil lips can do so much damage.
But I know my dad has my back and if that is my only negative then I accept it but I will not apologise for it either.
I am who I am, I am loved and love the Father, for that I am guilty.
I will stand by those words…