For the last few months I have been in turmoil.

The Lord has been trying to change me and yes there have been times that I have wanted to buck and scream but I knew I had to keep going.

It hasn’t been just one thing, but many different avenues all at once. I think because the father knew that I needed to be so overwhelmed, that their was no other option.

I am as I have said before, determined and in some way stubborn. So I need to be pushed for change to take place.

Most of the feeling of turmoil has been of my own making. But finally I gave in and surrendered, so I sit here with peace over me.

All I can say is yahoo, OMG I really didn’t think I could make it to here, but here I sit and I am so glad.

So if you are going through something, just know that “this too shall pass”. Remember to have the joy, then you have to have the sorrow.

You are made of greater things, so keep going I am here to give you strength.