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Desire…

Desire can be used in the wrong way, and then the very right way.

But I know, desire to get to have a relationship with God, is the first way.

Its funny but when I get given something, I appreciate a small note more than any material object.

The other day a friend gave me an envelope, I made her a blanket for her new house, that she requested. She paid me for it, which was wonderful of her, but back to the note.

Bronwyn Thank you with a heart, to me that has more value than anything else.

You keep your Bentley, diamonds and mansions. If god wants me to have them, I would never stop him.

But I just treasure him, the time I have with him, for its TIME, TITHE and TASK.

Time spent not only doing things, but time with him, task can be putting things into action to get closer to him. And tithe, well enough said, if you cannot give with an open heart and its a chore, you need to check yourself.

Just to add, thank you to those who have clicked on my blog, I just hope that my journey from the world, into God touches hearts to know. Faith as small as a mustard seed is all you need to start with, then sit back, but talk to him. Make him part of your day, he is so special, its worth every step for in him, I am home.

 

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Today is a new day…

All day, its been different.

It took me until after breakfast to realise what it was. I thought, I don’t feel the same.

It has been weird but in a good way, a new way of learning who I am in his eyes.

The greatest gift was when he tucked me in.

All I do is, trust him, talk to him as my friend and dad. He knows that, I ask for something but its always up to him, whether I need it or he sees that its right to give to me.

And that is the way its suppose to be.

Being tenacious, has served me well, what the enemy tried against me. Has built one strong women, who loves her dad.

So he looses again, yahoo.

This rose is opening up, and the full bloom will be well worth it.

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Breakthrough…

Last night I had to speak, so I gave my heart over, the word before. Backed up what I was about to do and say.

I prayed and asked for impact, I stepped forward without fear.

What did I get?

When I was younger, I locked my heart up, to keep myself safe. If they could not get to it.

Then I could go on, I was going to be OK, regardless of what went on.

But I could not unlock it, the rusty lock from such a long time ago. I got stuck, but in my mind, it was a desire.

After I spoke, I came home went to bed, and it was like a dad tucking me in with a big smile on his face.

When I woke this morning, my heart was open..

Never, give up believing in what he can do, his timing is perfect.

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Happiness and truth

Its funny but the simple things can bring you great happiness. Last night I was chatting to the girls and I was telling them about what’s been going on.

I said, “I want to see you, I have a right to see you”. Well be ready what you ask for, I have been seeing flashes, like a camera flash going off. Anywhere I go, the truth is keeping it simple.

Just let go of everything else that you think is important and stop thinking, just be.

All things will fall into place, for the right time and season is now…

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Updates

Some times you may not understand what I post, and that is ok.

But opening up to the possibility is key. You need to know the stairs that you go up, mine are glass and ping every time I step up, just like an elevator.

I want to see my dad, I want to spend time in the garden, east of eden. I want to prune roses and chat to him.

One piece from the book, I saw god his skin, was like facets of diamond and fire, I heard this drip, drip, drip, drip, drip it was tears from his eyes.

He said, Its been a long time since anyone has been here, son.

What are you waiting for, if you love him, then serve him.

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I am going in…

I have the key to healing and I am going in.

The book I have been reading, you read then you get the revelation. Well I got it, yesterday I felt to step into the river.

There is a river of glory which flows from the throne of God our father, Jesus is there. But the tree of life, the tree of healing is beside the river and the leaves in it’s flowing water is their to heal.

I felt to step forward, but I held back, I thought it was for everyone. But no, I delayed and missed that one. But I am going again when the opportunity arises.

I keep believing and his word I believe. Hes my dad and he would not let me down, he wants to give it, I want to receive it.

So when I see this beautiful golden water, I go in, now I see big rocks of diamonds, I have seen the water fall. Soon I am going to get it because I will not take no for an answer.

I feel my tenacity rising, for he wants me to have the desires of my heart. He knows them, and I am ready to receive them.

I am calling in the Harvest everyday… stay tuned.

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LOL

I was watching a DVD someone lent to me. It was Jesse Duplantis and some of the things were extremely clear.

The things he said and the looks, great to laugh. One quote, “if you don’t know what you are, check your equipment, that will tell you”. I learned sometime ago, its not the body they have wrong, part of the brain had not developed.

So its the brain that needs tweaking, but only God can do that.

People pray to God as if he is way over there, when he is inside you. People curse, sin and do things but once they start to pray or go to church they act all good and gracious.

If he lives inside you he hears your curse and sees your sin.

When people are around me, they withhold, but he knew you before you were formed. Jesus took your sin, that includes being raped and all the diseases etc.

So why! What have you got to loose if your surrender, I know SELF, SELFISHNESS, ME, me me…

When you love him, it’s all easy. I am glad I have seen terror, why because what the enemy tries to throw at me. I say, go on, have a go, YOU MUG, for I know who I am, I know the power I hold, and have a father who loves me.

So back off if you know what is good for you, go try someone else, you retard…

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Trust what is the key

If you don’t trust, then trust will turn into rust.

Think about it, as you may have known reading old posts, Trust was taken but the lord put it back in.

I have never forgotten my child like reaction, for being as a little child you get it.

So I keep it safe, because I trust him in all I do.

Recently another job gone, do I panic, no way. I trust him to take care of my needs, does the word not say so.

He won’t bless a greedy person, but he blesses me all the time. I love him, he is my dad.

When you get their, his kingdom will come on earth as it is in heaven. Why because I am learning how to engage to bring it so.

Their is such a big arena that many don’t know, but I am hungry for him. And he feeds the hungry.

So, I live in the world, I am not of it. I believe the word, but you must know the world, not just parrot it on. You have got to be his friend, his one and only.

Then he gives so so much… trust

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What a times such as this.. trust

I am reading a book that activates his gates or doors within you.

We sing this song sometimes and the word came out this is what he is doing, now going through the challenges that I have over the past couple of years. What I have done is find joy in all, I have accepted that what is coming up is FOR ME their is press and crushing.

To trust him in all things, trust that coming out the other side of the storm the sun will shine on me.

In the crushing
In the pressing
You are making
New wine
In the soil, I
Now surrender
You are breaking
New ground
So I yield to You and to Your careful hand
When I trust You I don’t need to understand
Make me Your vessel
Make me an offering
Make me whatever You want me to be
I came here with nothing
But all You have given me
Jesus, bring new wine out of me
The word was, I am pouring out the old wine, shaking you up, to pour in the new. Now
on the weekend I felt twice, wine being poured in. I have seen white feathers with eyes
these are feathers fallen off angles, their is so much more and I am so very excited.