Many times I just think if we do not realise what we are causing and seeing the shift as covid has impacted on the air and animals, taking back the balance in their favour.

You think going on ocean water would add oxygen, no I learned it causes the water to turn to vinegar/acidic.

Animals coming back into the space we took from them, I am getting at the fact that I believe we need to know the real affects of behaviours like selfishness, greed and profit.

Work with nature, not against it, when you come from the land, you understand that each breath you take is precious.

I garden with nature, I leave enough for the bugs and lizards and I feel terribly hurt that I am living in world that is more interested in destroying the world that my father made.

Where the spirit of the Lord is there is freedom.

I got it, I am free…

What joy……………………….

As my past closes and the doors are shut.

I move forward in knowing how much I am loved.

I can move forward with confidence that, he will steer me away from harm. Away from those that carry darkness and into his light.

We need to be aware of those we need to shift on from. And move into what his plan for our lives are.

So as the saying goes, as one door closes, he will open a window wider than you could ever imagine.

Believe his truth, trust in the faith you have for him and surrender to him.

I feel the doors have closed and if I have to move forward again, I will do it willingly. He is first and last in my life and I feel it sitting here, it is so strong.

Oh my, something is being done, I feel the spirit on me, the warmth, the weight, I feel peace and love and everything all at once, so hard to type.

Oy, just lifted enough for me to add, I must be right. This doesn’t happen when you got it wrong, glory be to the Jesus and God the father.

I was just sitting releasing how much I have changed.

I lived a life full of anger and self righteousness, it stemmed from being hurt over and over.

But a couple of years ago condemnation was removed, now I want to look good, I want to live, I want a reset.

I realised I went about not only blaming others but living in this infested swamp. Lessons learned as I grew up and hung around what I thought I deserved.

But time has come, as spring is trying here where I live, it is normally warming up, but it snowed yesterday, totally beautiful and I count it a blessing.

But as time has passed by, the father has changed me, softened me and brought me out from the darkness.

I use to wear active pants as I did not think at the time I was worthy of looking nice all these lies of the enemy, but let me give you hope.

There is life after the death of the old, you have to be always willing. You may not see the light, you may not see the ground, but always trust.

For he will not fail and I am evidence of that, I am looking forward to wearing the items I have bought, man am I a bargain hunter. But I know he put them there, so I could buy them.

That is what my relationship is with him, trust and a knowing he will look after me. He will bring forth the filling of my treasuries and wealth, he will restore what has been stolen.

I know he will and I trust him, he saved my life, my soul and my spirit.

He knew what I was capable of and believed in me and that is all you need, then time to know the right season will come.

And mine is now, bring it on father… so happy.

It is so true, when we just listen and don’t respond with a smart remark, but just take in what he is saying, boy can we learn a lot.

It has been a journey, but I would not change anything to be where I am.

Why, because I am now a vast ocean of experience and knowledge and that is priceless.

I have been reading the bible and one point, I will fill their treasuries, now if you go back you get his favour is better than gold or choice silver.

We so often put in money of the world, marble floors, handbags and many other material things.

But his TRUE wealth is more than you will ever need. It’s really simple but so special to me, I cannot begin to express what I feel.

So take the time and just listen…he is so beautiful to me.

In this day and age, there are many times we just go along with things and never question them.

Someone has made a rule to live by and we just keep carrying on.

But I question, like I did when I worked in the business world. Who made the rule, why can’t you stand up and question who made the rule.

We have things set in motion and so many times people just will not say, hang on a minute and stop and think or research and pray.

I see things behind words people speak, I see through there eyes to inside. I do not know how, I know I can see the hidden things.

So if I am gifted to do this, then I have to make sure I speak up.

I am in no way a causer of trouble, but if I am required to say, hang on a minute, then that is what I will do.

I know my rights as the daughter of the king of kings, I know what is coming, because he knows I know the meaning of decorum, wisdom and holding my tongue.

I know when to share with the Pastor only, I know when to share with individuals, I know when to shut up and wait.

And I am like a archivist, its there its just no one but a chosen few know where to find it…

This is a fair question, for if you believe and do what your asked of, then a hedge of protection is around you.

Again, do you have a hedge, is it trimmed or are you taking care of it.

Something we can forget to do, is keep it manicured, which is keep doing what you must, for when you let one thing into your life, you get a great whacking whole in it.

There are times that we stumble, but we must quickly get back up, dust ourselves off and go again.

This is extremely important for someone who reads this.

Plead the blood and repent.