Fair question, are you happy or you just saying it to please me.

Many times we say something nice, but are we lying to ourselves and others.

I have been one and my mum loved it, you ask, be prepared for the truth. Does this look good on me, no, if it does then I will also say that.

I would rather a little hurt now, than a big bomb coming.

So many people forget to laugh, once here it snowed, it was only for a short time and a freak weather event here.

But instead of those grumbles in the supermarket, I laughed and loudly, others looked at me and I told them, its funny.

We get taught to whinge, whine etc, but turn that over and laugh. So unexpected, why not see the beauty and the fun it is, instead of being a miserable bugger.

I get surprised and laugh, I get deliveries and I thank them with all the respect they deserve, because being nice, doesn’t hurt, but it makes the world, just a little bit nicer.

In life I have seen people chase a value, what on earth am I on about now, do you ask.

Well, some chase appearing a certain way, they may not have the funds to back it up or the lifestyle, but they only want the rated products in there life, whether it be people or material things.

Problem with that chasing, you forget to live, you forget to laugh, you forget to just be. And you run around, not getting anywhere.

I have always been told, unless its the best, then you have to keep pursuing, well I beg to differ.

You see, I want to be happy, which I am, I want to be present for today, which I am, tomorrow he has in hand, so why always want want want.

I am not impressed by your bank balance or the Bentley you drive, I am not impressed by the jewels the people you know or anything like that.

I believe you have to know your true self, you have to be real and you need to stop focusing on the stuff that really doesn’t matter.

For so long, it been a strong hold to respect the things given to me, but then you end up with a mountain of things you never used. So I am going to make a list, pin it and get rid of those things, given a certain amount of time and out she goes.

I want those things I use, whether they are cheap or not. Clutter and the one day message drummed into me, enough.

I know what I need, what I like and the rest, …..

I am so thankful, thankful for the result of the American voting.

Its not about the man, its about the father within the man.

You see, man can be so stupid, but once the father within comes forward, major things in his plan, can take place.

So many who do not see or believe, want to run, but where do you go, when he has known you from the beginning to the end, who sees your heart, can hear your thoughts etc etc.

There is no where to run, the father has a plan for this world, he has things that must take place.

Why, because the world is about to have a huge and I mean huge wake up call…

Now this comes down in many forms, for me.

I use to find it almost impossible to return anything that I bought, I would just pass it on.

But, it is the same with something you have wrestled with, I am shedding all that the enemy has tried to lob onto me and sending back to the returns item bin.

I said something, in our prayer meeting that took on the enemy. It caused physical ailments and really hit me, but I retract what I said, I apologise father for I did not know, why I thought I had the power to face him and why it was anything to do with me.

You see, I accused the accuser, yes it was that simple and boy, do not ever do this. I cancel out this statement to the four corners of the universe of heaven and earth.

Father please accept my apology and allow, my body to reset. In Jesus mighty name.

Many a time, when I worked in the city, I would see many bags, the expensive stores and the people carrying them, not so happy.

I was always taught, pay you rent, bills, then food. What is left over can be either to put away for something your planning to buy as a need, not a want. Or to buy items you have needed for a while.

I have stuck to this all my life.

I use to watch the nonnas and how they would buy multiple, of soaps, toilet paper etc, when a great deal was to be had and it works.

This time of year with the black Friday sales, I keep my eyes on those shops I know fit my build, I love $4.95 deals on cloths. I like buying old winter stock that is cheap, because I keep my eyes peeled on the prices.

I recently got 4 pairs of pants, 2 jumpers and 1 shirt, all for that amazing price and they are good quality and stylish.

Coming back to that, I have all my life tried to hide, anything that makes me shine, I have hidden from. Well not anymore, I have got things that are just right and just me.

The other day I felt so good, I went and bought some makeup, yes me (this is huge for me).

What is the big deal, I had clinique and being hyper hyper allergenic, I could not wear it because, my eyelash follicles burned and itched, my skin would feel hot and like someone had stuck me with a cactus, my skin for weeks would be so aggravated, even a breeze would hurt.

yes, I am that sensitive. I am also allergic to vitamin c, which is in many products.

But I found a 50% off a mineral brand, I have researched and they said it should work with sensitive skin, so I bought 3 items, to give it a go.

And, it worked, I am so happy, I look 20 years younger, I need a few more basics, but yeehaa.

Every time I am out, he puts someone in front of me, who he needs to let them hear.

I was speaking about, my experiences, my journey, my testimonies.

My miracles, and all other, I told her how he is real, he is living and he is listening.

I believe she needed a boost, a god boost that is.

We so often pray and get disheartened, but wait my lovelies, because he needs you to know it must be the right time. It cannot come when you demand it, or want it, you have to be open in his way, so when you receive there is no doubt who is in charge.

And he is definitely in charge.

The other day I got a big insight, right now I cannot for the life of me remember what exactly, but its big.

I get so much throughout the day, I find it hard to keep up.

You see I pray, I say good morning to all etc and I find its working, my little saying, and all other things.

Diligence is making it happen, I find that the day cannot begin correctly until its done.

I must start writing this down, I know your probably reading this thinking, well what was it, but its his timing.

I am so close to whats coming, I feel the excitement more and more, till I feel like a jumping bean.

Jonathan Cahn any one watch The Paradigm on youtube.

I have always said, there are patterns, history, numbers etc that repeat, when the time is right or when I notice it.

But others do not seem to see any at all.

Well, praying for the USA presidency, I came across this and pow, it was like a portal inside me opened up.

Yeehaa, someone else knows and sees what I have seen.

He was more in-depth, but boy oh boy when the lord gives it, he is never wrong.

I see the lord working not only through him but also Donald, its time, the world needs to be remade aware of the history, that occured so long ago, it seems to many now as just a story, or made up.

But, a few of us know and praise the father, because it all happened, its all real and today’s world need a wake up call. Jesus was here, Hitler was a brutal murderer. History is not a story, but fact that we must never forget or minimize…

I have been on a path, I have been attacked mentally and physically, to try and stop what has to happen.

When you make the ultimate choice you have to stick your feet in like a palm tree and be immovable.

I have always been the same, once I decide, I will stick like super glue and I will not be moved OR back down.

If the father needs me, I am ALL IN and he knows my heart, he knows even if it hurts, I will NOT back down.

I think in many ways, this sheer immovable force in me, has been a great strength and I know it comes from him.

So, my lovelies, stay the course, do not let the world come in and crap all over your life, stay the course. Hold on for dear life and be like a mule and refuse to back down.

It is a great gift, for you to receive in his timing…