How to measure your riches

Regret is something we can carry for a lifetime.

Riches are taking pleasure in all things even the little and laughing.

My riches are my manners and empathy, drying herbs for the Pastor and growing his veggies, making people laugh and to enjoy BREATHING. Making relish and just thinking of others. Saving a butterfly stuck between doors and taking it outside, caring and seeing things others are blind too.

That is my joy, that’s my happiness and with the holy spirit, I can conquer all, in his name…

Its been a beautiful day, so enjoy it all.

 

It’s time & it’s a changing

I have learnt something, I wish everyone could hear. And I used that information, I felt the time was right, so I went into the court of heaven.

You must know the way, on how to do this, when I did it last, change happened within days.

The word says Proverbs 6 v31 if the thief be found he must restore seven fold. Well, how many have said this, and nothing happened. By his stripes I am healed etc, I believe every word, I believe they were for me and others.

I needed to silence the enemy, lay open all the hidden places. I had to stand for my rights, to change the future or set course for the destiny he has laid out for me.

One day I hope you can also do this, I know the switch is on and the word RESTORE was granted to me.

Now, I am on course and the world is my oyster, yahoo

To embrace, be open and engage

To bring on the change, that had to happen within me, I had too embrace the unknown, be open to let the father do the work and engage to receive.

These are keys that have formed within me and its been, hard to let him in. When for so long I was guarded against any hurt.

But the love from him, I knew this is what I had to do. You cannot get healing, change or restoration until you do. I am the evidence of this, I live because, I thought, he will not let me down.

Man does, he won’t, just trust him to do it, not to you, but FOR you.

We get things so confused and pick the negative first, but I always think, what would he do. What would he want me to do? these are questions that you need to ask.

If you have faith, trust and believe the word, THEN LIVE IT.

The enemy does not win, the blood is the evidence of VICTORY.

 

Never give up believing.

One thing I never did was give up, give up believing what could be done for me.

I knew, if I just waited, waited for the right time and season. He would not forget me, I was never on that shelf, I was not worthless, I was worthy.

What I had to do, was TRUST…

What I know more than the words in the bible, is him, his love and concern for me.

He knows, that each stumble, I will get back up and try harder.

He knows, when I love, I love the beauty within, the true beauty. When I give myself and surrender, I do in it all in, boots and all.

When I say I am his, I AM… For he knew me, he had a plan for me and because of that love between us. I will make it to the finish line.

For I am the daughter of the only KING, I have Jesus, Father God and the Holy Spirit in me. I win, what do I win, my life back..

So if someone reads this and feels like a cat curled up in the corner, remember your the winner, in the middle of the fight, because Jesus shed his blood for you. Regards of what surrounds you, the devil is a liar, so stand up and be counted as one of Gods children and reach for the stars.

They are touchable, trust…..

Its like starting from the right line

My life before was so ugly and just deeply disturbing.

Now, I feel like it was someone else’s life, I cannot make anyone understand the change within.

But what I know today is, its like being born again, starting on the correct line. What is great about it, I have knowledge, I have experience and I have a determination that will win my father’s race.

I have filled bags of cloths, I cannot face them, they are not going back on this body. I look at things with such different eyes. And I am so overjoyed, today I was chatting to someone I use to work with and I burst into tears.

You see, many years ago, I was prophesied over and told at the time, my life was not supposed to be like this, but Jesus is going to give you the key to unlock the door.

The door to your life, the one he has especially for you. This I forgot, on Aug 13 when condemnation was removed and that door shattered, it was the key, I was promised.

How absolutely touching and special, now I want all that was spoken over me, I am so determined and strong. I am brilliant, and loved by my father.

I am going to do what he requires of my path in this life, so when I said ages ago, that my name will be written in the pages of history, I now see why.

Yahoo, let’s go, I am ready and willing, because I trust him with all I have and all I am.

My joy is to know and to feel, that he really LOVES ME…

I feel reborn

I was telling someone the other day, I wanted desperately to get out of the way I felt, but didn’t know how.

I felt I was always in this dark black hole, and that I did not belong their.

Yes I was scared of not knowing what life could be, but I knew I trusted his process of getting me there.

So, I am made knew, by the love Jesus had for me when he sacrificed himself on the cross.

I AM REBORN into the kingdom of Christ and so happy.

I know I have broken through

Today I quickly regretted going out without checking myself, but hey it takes time and money to get back on deck.

I saw a sibling, that always dress’s well, but looks down the nose at others. I saw, the person stop turn look at what I was doing and give a stern look and turn and left the shop.

All I said was, “cranky woman” I am not condemned by what they may think. I know where I stand, and very soon I will dress how I feel inside.

Once I get my hair done, eyebrows and its a few degrees warmer, I will shine like the sun.

The enemy holds nothing over me, cloths are starting to fall off my butt and I am excited for what is to come.

I will never look down on anyone, for it is not my place, my father loves everyone, but he also gives them a choice, a choice to choose.

I am running my own race here and I love where I am at, I have moved into the light and I am warming up.

I pray all are blessed by my positive words.

Everyday I notice the difference

Yesterday I took a break, went to Bunnings and noticed, before the thought of going out was a big mental battle.

Who will see me, what will they think, watch the face movement, pick up on what they are saying by not saying anything. Try and make it seem OK, that you are dressed a little better than a bag lady etc etc etc.

The enemy kept telling me things like, do you really think you should go, are you really worth it, can you spare the money, your this your that, all the time.

Yesterday I went out and thought NOTHING, but wanted it to be a little warmer, I have nice cloths but just not ready to wear.

But watch out, this little duck is coming back into life, I am so excited I cannot even explain what its like to not be condemned for everything I or others have done.

And bags of cloths are in the car, ready to drop off and give to others, yipee. Before I would have just kept everything, not anymore.

He makes you aware, when your paying attention

My daughter had some news, I am not moved, just ready to fight.

So today I shared, what she had to say at prayer meeting. Anyone want to add, I stand for her, when she cannot.

So the words of how to get it, I moved into getting it done and moved it out. How inspiring, timing, action and belief.

He is going to show her, how he works and she will be as strong as her mother, because we are of the DNA of God the father, and Jesus the son.

YAHOO, happy dance time…

Getting even more excited

Since last week, people have noticed, my eyes are open, they see a brightness.

And I feel taller and lighter, the hunger for food that is not the best is gone. Before I would eat a box of ice creams and look for more in one go. I bought a box to see, took 5 days to get rid of it and I really had to push, not buying anymore.

I spoke to my daughter, I told her about my experience and I hoped it would inspire her.

Before I was in a washing machine, that kept washing the dark pile and I could not get onto spin and dry myself off.

I would wear track pants down the street because I didn’t care or used the excuse of my hernia that does not like tight pants, or about my appearance, hair, eye brows etc etc.

Since Monday, I feel so undressed, I want to hide, even at home. I now want to put on the nice things that are in my wardrobe, omg I am so looking forward to the warmer weather. I need money fast too get my hair done, etc etc.

I am excited more and more, oh Lord I am so very humbled and grateful for everything you do.

And you know I am all for whatever you need to do and need of me….