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Mum…

Lately, I have felt my mum, so strongly, in the morning as I say good morning to all of the above. I have added in my mum, I bought a quilt cover, that she would have loved and every time I walk past or into my bedroom, I am filled with love.

Something my mother had was woolen blankets and secretly, I have always wanted a certain style of them, and have waited till now, I have recently purchased two, one on the bed for summer and the other in wait for winter to come around again.

Woolen blankets have come a long way, not scratchy, not heavy, but once I washed it, there was a bit of fluff, so on the cloths line, I got a soft brush and brushed the excess fluff off. It can take a couple of washes but, defiantly worth it. I feel like my mum is giving me a warm hug, and it makes me smile.

I have gone from feeling so strongly as to why a life was filled with abuse, hurt and sadness, to disconnecting from some of her children and just loving the first Larry and me the last. I found with what she had been through, dishonor, disrespect, and lies got you banished from her emotions. And she would not change her stance, once your done, your done.

But I am so glad we were friends before she transitioned to her eternal life. I am very much the same way, you do something bad against me, your done. Yes I will be polite and tolerate you, but I will be on guard always after that. And yes it has to be pretty bad for that to happen.

Every time I do something, I think of mum, I think if she couldn’t then as long as my father is ok with it, then I can. Both of them knew my heart, you see, you have to understand someone, what there past has been forming them, why they do the things they do, to understand them, to love them. Even through the mucky parts, it makes sense, when you don’t just see mum, but Ruth herself.

Then everything fell into place, I understand, I saw her and loved her so much, she knew it, because she told me, “Bronie, I really do love you, you know that don’t you” those words are what is valued by me.

Love you mum…

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When he puts those in front of you…

Every time I am out, he puts someone in front of me, who he needs to let them hear.

I was speaking about, my experiences, my journey, my testimonies.

My miracles, and all other, I told her how he is real, he is living and he is listening.

I believe she needed a boost, a god boost that is.

We so often pray and get disheartened, but wait my lovelies, because he needs you to know it must be the right time. It cannot come when you demand it, or want it, you have to be open in his way, so when you receive there is no doubt who is in charge.

And he is definitely in charge.

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Wow, wow, wow

The other day I got a big insight, right now I cannot for the life of me remember what exactly, but its big.

I get so much throughout the day, I find it hard to keep up.

You see I pray, I say good morning to all etc and I find its working, my little saying, and all other things.

Diligence is making it happen, I find that the day cannot begin correctly until its done.

I must start writing this down, I know your probably reading this thinking, well what was it, but its his timing.

I am so close to whats coming, I feel the excitement more and more, till I feel like a jumping bean.

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Gotta love a speaker when its right

Jonathan Cahn any one watch The Paradigm on youtube.

I have always said, there are patterns, history, numbers etc that repeat, when the time is right or when I notice it.

But others do not seem to see any at all.

Well, praying for the USA presidency, I came across this and pow, it was like a portal inside me opened up.

Yeehaa, someone else knows and sees what I have seen.

He was more in-depth, but boy oh boy when the lord gives it, he is never wrong.

I see the lord working not only through him but also Donald, its time, the world needs to be remade aware of the history, that occured so long ago, it seems to many now as just a story, or made up.

But, a few of us know and praise the father, because it all happened, its all real and today’s world need a wake up call. Jesus was here, Hitler was a brutal murderer. History is not a story, but fact that we must never forget or minimize…

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Stay the course and DO NOT back down

I have been on a path, I have been attacked mentally and physically, to try and stop what has to happen.

When you make the ultimate choice you have to stick your feet in like a palm tree and be immovable.

I have always been the same, once I decide, I will stick like super glue and I will not be moved OR back down.

If the father needs me, I am ALL IN and he knows my heart, he knows even if it hurts, I will NOT back down.

I think in many ways, this sheer immovable force in me, has been a great strength and I know it comes from him.

So, my lovelies, stay the course, do not let the world come in and crap all over your life, stay the course. Hold on for dear life and be like a mule and refuse to back down.

It is a great gift, for you to receive in his timing…

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What a day…

Yesterday I woke up shaking, not understanding what was happening and knowing I had to drop my car off at the mechanics to finish a job, that was waiting for a part.

Anyway, I went from shaking to vibrating in my spirit, last time that happened, something big followed.

Well last night I was in bed and I saw a power, in the image of a man, it allowed the receiving part of me to take place, it was very real and very strong. I cannot explain it, but boy oh boy, so I started listing those things that had been withheld from me.

And I believe as I woke this morning, feeling different, change has taken place.

I knew something was coming, I could feel the energy in the atmosphere, this is how switched on I have been.

I have this knowing of a powerful force changing the direction of the path I have been on, not only with my health but every part of myself.

As I have said before, when I go quiet, its because something is taking place, and I must put all of my concentration on that. I put him first, before all else, because this needs to happen. Beyond anything else, his path for me, must be fulfilled.

I told a friend the other day about my name being written in the pages of history, not still knowing what that is yet, but its coming. I have also seen my name in his book, it was on a pedestal, a big grand book aged from time but majestic, and other names were blurred out, but mine in bold. That has been a great inspiration for my continued growth.

And a beautiful update on my daughter, she is engaged getting married on medication and they have worked out what is wrong, she also rang me for my birthday, I have txt her but we hadn’t spoken. Because I had to let the father do the work, and not interfer.

She said something that caused me to break down and sob like a baby, “mum I understand now, why you did what you did and how you tried to be mum dad and everything for us, I would like to say thank you” that little sentence was beautiful and that is what I tried to do, be what they lacked. Because of the trauma, I spent many weeks and months volunteering at there school. So they knew I was there if they needed me, because they needed a consistency, that others were not providing. They deserved someone to take the time to provide a need that was not asked for, but showed in how they acted at the time.

And for that beautiful present, that I know my father gave me, because he knew it was something I always yearned to hear. What a wonderful present, some things cannot be purchased, that means more than anything else.

Now lord work on my son, because I gave him to you the day he was christened. You know and I know, its only a matter of time…

God bless everyone

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Since April

How the father works for your special month, October is my birthday month and every year I ask him for a gift, something just for me and something only he can do.

Well since April, I applied for something, I have waited and waited, I knew only he could do it and he has.

So often as humans we forget the keys, given to us, but to drive the car you need a key, for the front door you need a key, for the office etc, you need a key.

So, why are we so often loosing the power of those keys, this is something he has taught me, keys, asking, waiting and leaving it to him.

You see, I am nothing special, I am no better than you, but I have a love for my father, a love that overwhelms me at times and bring tears to my eyes because of the love, trust and knowledge that has driven me further than just his book.

I have this encompassing feeling, something great is coming, something big.

And it leads me back to trespassing, you see I have had someone come into my home, without asking and without permission and if you love him, you wouldn’t do that to him, so why do we stretch our reasoning mind. Why is it ok to do that to me, when you would not be game to do it too him.

So many times, a white lie, or denying the truth is ok, in this confused world, but I would not dare as to why, I will be honest even if it hurts, because with that, he sees me, he sees the little things mean as much as the big things and that I am so very grateful and humbled by his love.

So my lovely’s keep these things in mind, its not funny, its not good and its not ok, to not do right by him. For remember the song, what if God was one of, just a stranger on the bus, trying to make his way home. Do you see the stranger, do you take the time to smile in there direction, what effort does your spirit make? Its a really good question, I think…

We need to understand, how much he loves us, how much he has for us, so anything we desire, he has far more for us.

It reminds me of a conversation with someone, who understand the power of the father, I said, there is no fight I need to fight, for the father will do it for me and bring down justice that, that person needs to be corrected.

My father has done it many times, he has got peoples car struck, or needing mechanics costing them more than the car, two tyres flat instead of one. The list goes on and on, he deals with them, he has removed them from my life, sometimes they have sealed their fate and died. Its really scary, but its on them, my father says, I am the apple of his eye, he says, I am the only one to sit in judgement, he says, I will give you all power and all I have to give you.

So, take this reminder, take this little post from me, from the lessons I have learned.

Its been a reflective time, to sit, to learn to understand a bigger understanding, and just how big he really is.

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I know its been a while…

Having such a cold winter has not been kind to me, but spring is trying its best to start but on Saturday its on suppose to get to 11c which is nuts here should be low 20’s.

Its funny how I feel things, a month or so ago I had a feeling it was going to be a hot summer.

Hot in Australia, yes you can fry an egg, tar roads melt, its harsh.

But the love of the country is ingrained in my DNA, talking about that my daughter is trying to a ancestry search, but has hit a wall. Oh do I know this only too well, because no documents can be trusted, gotta love the past family who thought keep a lie was more important, NOT.

Anyway, this is short for today, I am praying for a new laptop, not in any budget at present but would be good so I don’t have to sit and type here where I can only sit for a short time.

Father let spring come forth and put the cold to bed, so I don’t feel this way.

Had a battle to end all battles, will update you when I come out the other side, but remember he never leaves you, he will bring me through… be blessed.

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Thank you

I was about to leave for now and looked at my stats and information, to just track what has been happening.

And, I would like to thank you, I make NO MONEY from these posts, and at this time, I do not want too.

Because, a kind word, a journey and a little love, comes free.

So, if my journey helps you, your welcome, if anything resonates with you, your welcome.

If you feel love or shed a tear, let the father wrap you in his loving arms.

That’s all we need, is it not, anyway, as I walk along, sometimes stumbling, sometimes having a conniption.

Showing, I am just like everyone else, and that he has you, even when you do not think your deserving, know love comes, even when you don’t ask for it.

But you do deserve… him