It is amazing, this freedom I feel.
Before as I have said, everything was a task, I had this hold, that I could not step forwards in anyway, because.
I have also said before, give yourself over totally, surrender all of you, every last bit. For it is only when you grant him access, can the anointing take place to break the yoke.
And this is interesting, because, I kept seeing egg yokes and did not know why.
I ask, then wait, I tell him what I want, I ask him as my father to know more than me and what ever he decides, I am at peace with that.
I have held on for dear life, knowing my first testimony, knowing how precious that gift was. And then knowing, I trust him, and that I am ALL IN.
I do sometimes debate with him, and he shows me, I hear him laugh, but he knows my heart, he knows who I am and he freed, ME.
I think of all the people, trying to get knowledge, to know more than others about the word, but I see it dead in them.
You see, to me, his words are not only on paper, I live them. I have been a good steward, I have been careful to make sure, every word hits home, because his living word is my breath and it should be, how I live.
Like the prayer, Our father who art in heaven, OUR FATHER, mine and yours, he is alive, he is living and he is in us.
For without him, this I know, I would not be living. My wealth is the love between him and I, not going off in haste, to be wise in what you do and the gift of seeing things, that others cannot.
My life is transformed and I am still getting rid of things, many avenues to remove things that are no longer withholding me…