As I explained before, what I have recently experience is like coming through the fire.

Not only have I had a miracle happen, but most recently, I was again tested to my very core.

What I kept utter most in my mind, I must not let go of the Lord. I have to accept the verdict of my prayers and trust him with the outcome.

When it comes to those closest to you, its really hard. But after the tears, the reality is, I do trust him with every fibre of my being.

It is very private matter, but I need to let you know, you can come through the fire and out the other side. By just trusting his verdict, and realise that I have no power to fix what has been broken, but he does.

I know he will not let any harm come to those close to me, so I stood on what he gave me and in that, I found peace.

Sometimes the hardest things, that can show you, what can be and lets him know, just how much you love him, how much you can humble yourself, to obey what he says for you and those around you.

All you have to do, is to have courage and accept he knows more than you ever will.

Then you know, you have passed the test. And he knows, he can entrust his steward with more and more….

Sometimes pain is there for YOUR growth, and not to hurt you.