Sometimes I really do want to know, what is your plan for my life.
I was discussing what I have been up too with my landlord’s, they are lovely. They wanted to just paint the ceiling, but they ended up painting the walls & ceilings in the lounge, dining, kitchen, hall and laundry. I feel like I have a new home and it feels so much bigger.
After chatting to her, I was then wondering to myself and asking the father. What is my clear direction, out of all the many things I can do or make.
What is it? Is it just as simple as reading the word and putting it into action in my life?
I need to know more information and I pray that my father leads me and gives me the answer to my question.
I want to do the right thing for him and be doing the right things that lead that way. Instead of wasting time, I feel as if when I went out into the world and lived. That I wasted time, time that my father could have used me more.
But knowing the rotten things I had to go through, they all can be turned around to use for god’s glory. That I know, as it says, “What the devil meant for bad, I the Lord will use for good”.
I think after typing this I just need change, its been raining all week. That must be it, if I get out and go for a drive. Pray and spend time with my dad, the sun keeps trying to break through.