That disgusting thing stops us, we need to be bold.

I am getting more and more, if I need to close my eyes to do it. Then whatever works for you, step out, step into the cloud.

Take a step when he tells you, for he put you here for a DESTINY to be fulfilled.

Full-fill it, enjoy your journey for the day of glory will be your reward.

Fear has no hold on me, it fires me up to push and push back 10 times harder. I said to someone the other day, if the enemy thinks he can play with my life, then I will play to WIN.

Every day I am excited about what is happening, some more than others.

What is firing me up at present is the fight in me. When your threatened or told no, everything in me is ready for his fight.

If and when he needs me I will be there. I might have posted about a drug dealer threatened to take me out in a box if I squealed about anything he was doing.

Closed the door told my kids who were small at the time, well I am not going out quietly.

That is so strong as I sit here, I have enough boldness in me to fight. Think about this when he needed the people to fight the enemy, they did. They had to fight to win…

Its the same now, not that I am going out to kill anyone, but stand up. Don’t let others shut him down, if he needs you stand for his word, for life will be yours.

I just got it, using me to travel and being used to free the people.

Yahoo, ooh better update my passport.

When he wants you, you have to be ready.

Hallelujah………………

I think I posted about a vision I was shown, when I first gave myself.

Now its always with me, you will go out and tell the people.

I see him using me, he will select those whom he wants. I will be used to get those people and by his word, release them from the prison they are in.

He showed me, he would use me, to heal not just physically but spiritually.

And its coming, I do not want glory. I do not care what they think, I care what HE thinks, I want him to use me.

He has been training me, I feel it closer and closer. Some in the world will try and get me to explain but when they do, you have to remember the veil over the eyes and ears.

God will do his work as he has PLANNED, not the people. He is in charge, not the people.

I will always give him the glory and honour.. AMEN

We have been learning how to open up the portal, how to open heaven and get it here and now.

You may be interested or you may say, what?

Last night we sang a song, it said step into the cloud, I felt (do it), so I stepped into the circle. He needs us to listen and do, its very simple.

When I did, I felt an opening above, many years ago. When we had church on Sunday I was getting ready, I was so charged up I couldn’t concentrate. I needed to get there, as the person was opening up, I walked past and said hi, walked into the prayer room and felt that I had to open heavens door.

I went for it, I had too, I had no option. Last night brought that back, I did as instructed, that is why its happening.

The devil is trying to stop me, the more he tries, the more I want to push back 10 times harder. Its driving me, I cannot contain it.

All I can say is watch this space….

Recently I posted and started facebook, hated it tried for 3 days and gave up.

I posted about Judgement day, what are you going to do when it comes, when he has tried and tried to tell you and you stand before him.

He turns and says, “depart from me for I have not known you.” Its too late then, get the message he keeps telling you over and over.

Like my mother, she would lecture me over and over. Until I gave in and said, OK. I got the message, its the same with him, but he can only do it so many times.

The time is nearly up, you need to get it. Wake up and pay attention, I would rather have an eternal life of glory, than burning in HELL…

On Monday I got up feeling, heavy in spirit. I felt doom coming and I should have prayed.

But I didn’t listen to his prompting, I missed it. I am so humbly sorry Lord.

I should have prayed, this morning I awoke to find what happened in London.

With prayer I could have affected change, Lord I hope someone else did.

Lord forgive me, I am sorry for all those lives lost.

I keep watching the news, oh they like to pull those in high places down, but this man has a mandate on his life.

He has to do what he is instructed to do, he is working for the man. God knows what is required to pull down strong holds and he needed someone with enough sorry balls to do it.

You bag him, you bag the king, you mock him, you mock the king and where will your end be.

If he falters then God will deal with him, don’t shoot the messenger people.

I find when I pray in tongues my spirit lifts, I love knowing that what I am speaking is his words. He is the only one who is of my concern and I love the fact he is the only interpreter.

It says in the bible about this and when it happened the first time, it was a shocker. I remember sitting on the couch and this language just burst forth. Both my kids were home at the time, my daughter said to me, “What on earth was that?” I told her I didn’t know but it just burst out.

Kids always think parents are nuts anyway, so now I know what it was I still don’t care what they think.

Oh Lord give me strength to deal with my disappointments and challenges. But what does not break me will make me stronger, so I just keep on praying.

Each step I take, whether large or small, I know I am getting closer to him. Every time I have to push through a hurdle, I keep my eye on the prize.

I love his way, I love his concern for me and the little gifts I know are from him.

So don’t give in, keep going, he is so very worth it….