Forgiveness is hard

To instantly forgive those that spitefully use you is hard.

I have neighbours that would drive anyone to drink, last night I flipped the switch and prayed for them.

They have been using my driveway to enter theirs the mud from all the rain is horrendous.

Last night I thought about is and realised that maybe they didn’t learn to have manners, maybe they need to be steered in the right direction. So with love I am going to push against the opposite of what I have been feeling.

As I stated forgiveness has been hard, but I must forgive them. For me as much as for them.

 

Follow me…

Sometimes we go about our day with no real direction and my father is saying to us, follow me.

You might not know the destination, but trust the book (what is written).

For he wrote what he wanted for us in a book, with our name on it. I have seen it, its real, trust me.

That destiny is yours, the only thing the devil wants to do is stop you.

It’s up to you, how you follow his lead.

I am jumping in with both feet with a huge smile on my face.

Join me won’t you….

Watch the garden grow

Watching the garden grow, put it to yourself.

What is growing in you? Are you bursting forth? Are you going to the next level.

I know with myself, if someone sees something about me, I don’t get all big-headed, I don’t think anyway.

The other day a lady in our prayer group saw me, wearing a purple robe, with white fluff down the front and black buttons, with a gold crown and scepter.

I was surprised, but my instant reaction was to not lose it.

I want to keep growing and getting further. I want to do as much as possible.

Don’t you want to do everything you possibly can, while your still here.

I do, I want to make sure I am ready for what he needs from ME. For he lives within me and I will do all I can, for him.

Are you listening?

His soft, quiet voice. The Holy Spirit, are you listening to it.

I was listening to a radio station the other day and they went on about if your hearing in the spirit, its God.

Sorry, I beg to differ, I believe it’s the Holy Spirit.

Do you know the separation of Jesus, God and the Holy Spirit.

Do you understand yes they are of one mind, but separate.

If you are worshipping invite them in, do not forget to give them their due.

Hearing and listening are different as they are.

Just listen, don’t force it. Let go and let flow.

His word, fix it to what you are asking for..

His word is our manual, so how many times don’t we use it..

Trust me when I say, I have been guilty of this.

I am now using his word to back up, my case.

Use the power he has given to you, don’t settle for less.

We sometimes think, christians are meek and mild, I am one that when push comes to shove. I will push back, I will dig my heels in and go for it.

Why, because I know he loves me. He wants me to have everything, that he ever laid out for me.

And I want it…

I always say if you don’t ask, why then do you expect to receive. Again, I am stating my case, I will not allow anything else to be taken from me.

My father is the one I listen too. So what he says goes, put this into your life and YOU will never lose again.

Winner or loser, in the name of my father A WINNER.

God is really pushing me forward

To break the old mould, sometimes you need to be pushed.

Pushed until you break the mould that is familiar and do something different.

Someone wise said, if you keep doing the same thing, why do you expect a different outcome…

Think about it, what worked before, ain’t working now. So what the hell are you doing?

Don’t worry, I keep asking myself this question. Or telling myself, you idiot, change girlfriend.

Sometimes we have to accept change and move out of our own way.

Don’t think your getting away with it, your only fooling yourself.

I know if, I said to those who are doing this to their face. They would hate it, because we all hate being told, really about time I say.

Go God, change me for I am available to you, for the destiny you had planned from the very beginning, even before the earth was created.

Know the truth

This should be it for today.

But I leave you with, KNOW THE TRUTH.

The truth of his word and how much power is over your life.

You have to do the work, if nothing is working then maybe you need to change the way your doing it.

But do not ever give up and walk away, for your end is on the line.

Fight for life

A friends sister in-law was told that she may have bowel cancer.

My instant reaction knowing she had been such a blessing to another friend when her husband and this ladies brother was dying.

Bugger that for a joke, not gonna happen.

I started saying the healing scriptures on behalf of myself and her.

Then I took dominion over it and text my friend a message from the Lord.

Outcome, just had a blockage, which has been removed. A condition she has or had, had a glitch.

So fight for life, say the right keys to push the enemy out of your life.

The biggest KEY is believe……

Know what is acceptable

At my friends wedding I found a strength that shocked me.

For all my life I have accepted man’s comments toward me.  Vulgar ones you know the kind if your female.

The ones that are suppose to impress, especially if you have been single for a while.

I had a man sit next to me, the table thought I was in my 30’s but finding out I was single and nearly 50 at the end of the year. Ooops the cats out of the bag lol.

He said that he would like to take me home and do unspeakable things to me. My self worth finally showed up.

I said to him, that is uncalled for and I would in no way shape or form tolerate that comment. I am a lady and that comment is one to make me never want to be in your presence ever.

He tried to apologise, but no, enough. Then he tried another tack, no. I ate my meal and exited stage right. I moved away and chatted to friends, I was asked to drive him to the station by the groom.

He was told that I wanted nothing to do with a scum-bag..

Power of knowing what I am worth and what I will take nothing less than finally being treated with respect, this is a huge thing for me.

Yahoo, never felt so powerful

Never think your not worthy

Sometimes we believe the lies, we get told them every day.

Sometimes from those closet to us, but mostly from those we meet or the world tries to tell us something else from what is real.

I am worthy of great things and I am going to take it with force. I am not wasting any more time, regardless of what is going on. Its become a mission, like the blues brothers.

I try and add something funny to what I am doing, so I don’t forget.

So don’t forget your worth and fight for it.

God has a destiny for me and I am sick and tired of wasting any more time…