I got up after weeks of severe discomfort (my word for mega pain) with my back and hips and gave in and took a pill.

I hate medication because I don’t have normal reactions, like the rest of the planet.

So today I expect it to ease, every year I get the flu gab but even that makes me feel bad.

I feel strongly when to do things and in other ways not too.

When I was thinking of things I always wanted to do and that I had to let it go, I realised that doing what he wants is far better anyway, so I have been cleaning out my desires.

But today Lord I expect to get to the shop closest to me… sounds easy right oyyy