Tomorrow my son is having an operation. It’s serious, he thinks my love for the lord is a bit nuts but I know different so pray that he not only lives but has a god encounter. He needs it right now, for my greatest wish Is for him to understand what I am on about.

So I am on the country out of reception range for my phone but he gave me his IPAD, I haven’t really had much to say but being here with nothing to do, I have time to share.

He has a really good heart and a beautiful soul. He brings tears to my eyes sometimes because he really shows honour and that’s his key.

I will try and keep you posted with updates, God bless

We had a speaker last night and he felt so unworthy he was in tears, he was broken thinking he was not worthy to bring the message.

But that is exactly why he had to bring it, earlier in the day I was at their house we had a prayer session. What I keep honing in on is you have to be a good steward. Even in the little, I tend my little home and garden as unto the father. I am so thankful for everything he has given to me. For without him I wouldn’t want to even imagine.

It’s like when our female pastor said many moons ago, if you have the land but don’t prepare the ground for seed for the lord to bring rain, then how the heck are you going to get the harvest.

Know I take things literally sometimes because it helps get me moving. I looked at my backyard and thought right, veggie patch. As I plant for the crop, preparing the soil etc etc. I speak to the lord so as I prepare i pray as unto the spirit.

So often I see people just going through the motions, wake up and get going.

If you let the weeds grow you only have yourself to blame, if your winge because things aren’t going right then WHY maybe you have got off course. I know sometimes you try and talk to people and they answer yes yes I know blah blah. But they are not wanting to listen because they are trapped by their selfish needs.

Brutal but true

We get so bogged down with things but are we really listening to what we need.

This is something most of us try and silence because we are always trying to get what we want. With me it was always kitchen wares beautiful plates or dishes or cookware.

What was I doing not being content with what I had, I was trying to fill my life with nice things.

I think as you get older you get wisdom, I want him, I want more time with my father. To have that will make me rich beyond words.

We need to be honest with ourselves, to check if we have gone off course, has the enemy come in sneaky and you may have missed it.

Well it’s time to get back onto the path, time is here to make the change don’t delay for time is nigh.