I have been looking at things and reflecting on myself.

So waiting to see if the Lord has a man for me. I am my worst critique, which can be too much thinking on my part.

I think to myself, check list, I can cook rather well, clean, honest, trustworthy. Good honest friend, not bad-looking dressed up. So what is it that attracts your mate?

I know too much thinking, but when I see others married and what they are like with each other. I feel I am missing something or maybe not worthy, yes I am feeling down on myself which is not good at all.

Oh Lord again what is wrong with me, maybe too much time on my own. I don’t know, I will leave it to my father and maybe have a heart to heart with a friend.

Much blessings.