I have been sitting at my computer all week, working on my course and I am so close to the finish line I can taste it.

This course which will give me two certificates when I am done, it has been a battle royal.

It is never easy when you choose to follow the Lord, the devil tries everything and anything to get you off course. He uses family, health, your mind and even technology to stop you.

As you know from before I will not be stopped, yes I have had a few set backs health wise. But the victory is in pushing through, I have had a year to remember because that is how long it has taken me.

The devil will do anything to try to make me not succeed, the funny thing is, he is so stupid, in my father’s word it plainly says, he has lost.

I look at it as if he is taking his last few breaths, and ending his reign, that is a driving point that keeps me motivated. As I have told you before he has even tried to end my life, I have won already because I am my father’s daughter.

It does not matter what happens in the process, as long as I have the love for my father and progress is being made, then my father wins every time.

I feel like this level is almost finished and I am about to go onto the next. One thing I know, you must learn the lessons the Lord has for you on every level (which I have seen mine as a clear staircase, every time I step up, ding the step lights up).

I love pushing through and succeeding because I know it’s for my father, I am driven to succeed because the finish line is so close, I can feel it.

Yesterday we had a visiting Pastor, one of Gods real fire crackers.

Normally people want to hear what God is saying, they come for the blessing and the prophecy. Then you don’t see them again. I think to myself, it is in the quiet times that the message is the loudest.

No longer, you can get your own.

Go pray, he is waiting, but he will not give it to people, who are not obeying what he is saying, today.

We are no longer babies that have to be patted on the head and given a crutch to hold you up.

You have the ability to stand in the midst of the fire and stand strong for our father. It depends on where your growth is spiritually and how much you have learnt. It depends on whether you’re a giver or a taker.

Last night something came out, that I always say, enough is enough.

You know when you can’t do what ever any more and you just have had it.

Well when this happens to me, I say to the father, “enough is enough”. It’s the place inside of you where you hit the wall and have to turn around fighting. (Great example, when an animal is cornered, it will fight for its life)

There is no other way, I usually get so fed up with what I know the devil is trying to do. I go into sheer stubborn determination.

What I got out of last night was, that I DO NOT have to wait until then. I can say it any time along the way, but I have, to have, the determination to break it and break through.

As I said, “when are you going to hit your wall”. I would rather take it on, when I know what it is, than drag out the pain, annoyance and have great pleasure in smacking the devil OUT.