Many times I am on repeat…

Time and time again I feel like I am on repeat, why because I keep saying it, then I get a revelation.

Its like thinking your smart, but finding out, there is much more to learn.

Yesterday, after talking to the Lord for the last few weeks, I wanted to get it. I wanted to understand what was the road block, I needed to move.

So god’s gorgeous red head dropped in, and wham, not only as I kept saying over the years, bad is bad, sin is sin, their is NO grey area.

Then realise that Jesus took all my sin, ailments, had his limbs stripped and balls cut off, hit home, yes I said off.

Thinking how when he took everything, cancer etc and became a snake on the cross and his father had to turn away, he took everything and said those words, FORGIVE THEM FATHER FOR THEY NO NOT WHAT THEY DO….

We have the power to get healed, we are just getting in the way, we need to move our mind into another realm, HIS realm and grow, to stop acting like children and mature.

To think that he was not recognisable anymore, only his legs were not broken, and he did all that for us. HE knew what he had to do, in full faith and love, to prove to all, even his father, father God, to finish that part of his destiny.

He gave me, the life I live, so why would I want to stuff it up, and then told, if I go backwards, I put him back on the cross. Naa, not gonna happen.

Why do I say that, I have a mission driven mind, one way and that’s forward towards my ultimate goal of meeting him. His suffering we can never come to full realisation, but we have the ability to stand, for good, for what we say matters following HIS lead.




Scaring dreams…

On Wednesday night I had a dream.

A word was said, instantly I saw the devil come out of a cloud of smoke, trying to over shadow me. His horns on his head, riding on something and got bigger as he got closer.

I looked at it and kept saying, louder and louder, be gone in Jesus name, I have all authority, you are removed in the name of Jesus, Lord of Lords, King of Kings. I am of his DNA therefore I have this authority and you have none.

And it went and I woke up, in a sweat… sorry ladies perspire.

But I knew that I was dreaming, do not know why this word was called out, but realised  it was something scary, but I got it done.

Try and get me while I’m sleeping, not gonna happen. Not on my watch, have a great day…

I am hearing the messages..

I don’t know about you, but sometimes I feel I may be missing something, or just getting slack and maybe not right on the mark.

Last week, was the first week back for your group, and when he started speaking he said the very words I had blogged that day. I was so excited, living alone you can let doubt creep in.

Silly of me, but would rather check myself, than run ahead of myself.

As I walk around, I chat to he lord, all the time & even in the garden ( my neighbour might think I am nuts, but so do not care) LOL, this week church was in my home. As I prepared and cleaned up, I said again, “Lord I am cleaning & I invite you, father God, the angels and saints”.

Before the last song was sung, I felt him enter the room (then the words of the song “the king is here”). How exciting, and last night watching I’m a Celebrity get me out of here.

I keep saying to others, what would Jesus do, take the time to stop and take a minute. Last night Richard said it, I nearly jumped for joy. I feel as I walk around thinking and chatting to him, praying for the world to hear him. To get confirmation like that, yahoo.

He is right beside you waiting for you to make him the most important and instant part of your life, again he won’t come, unless YOU ask.

An example, in getting a procedure done, having trouble, I said out loud, LORD I NEED YOU NOW, help me. Bang they got it, job done and I said thank you, very important to add.

Trust him, share with him, he loves YOU….

Words and power

I thank God for where I work, I asked and he provided.
I pray that the business grows and prospers & for my boss. Some have made mistakes and brought loose lips in play, but I pray that the standard set, shows to those who require to hire. And work roles in, 100 fold.
Many times businesses forget to care where I work has not, ever done so.
And I get frustrated but mostly its with myself, I take back any negative words and ask for forgiveness.
I humble myself before the king as I ask this prayer.


What does this mean to you, I love to save money, it becomes a great game.

I like to get the most out of every dollar I have.

Many will make a rissole or patty out of meat, expensive is what comes to my mind.

So I take half mince, 1 quarter grated zucchini & 1 quarter carrot, then the breadcrumbs, herbs egg and flour. instead of getting 5 or 6, I can get 13 a bakers dozen. Growing my zucchini, even cheaper. This recipe I vary slightly but its so versatile.

So filling, but I always think to myself, being a good steward. Is being awake on everything, don’t let the world convince you through adds, that convenience is best.

A little effort, on your part whether its time, tithe or task, is worth so much more.

Picking and growing herbs, drying etc, yes its fiddly. But I always think to myself, if I expect him to do it all for me, then why can’t I do the same?

I believe its food for thought… return the favour.

Man I can get narky..

Yes little old me, I was so cranky and I really didn’t know why. Then he showed me, living on my own, you get to a point you do not like to be told.

And that was the key, so I got angry at myself, for being lazy, instead of being told. Then I told myself to grow a pair and get over it.

Sometimes you have to be severe to yourself, to build again.

This is a lesson I am dealing with, because I am easy at giving but, taking it is hard. Especially when you know, its the truth, so not quiet out the other side but I know he is right and I am not.

So, today is a new day, and its good to be pushed, for out of the crushing and the pressing he will bring new wine.

And that is what he is trying to do in me, and I can be stubborn but you have to know when to get out of your own way.