Recently, again I had to be tested, I had to choose God or the other.
I chose the only choice I can make, which is my father.
Yes, it hurt to my core, but I had to reach out and grab his hand.
And welcome victory into my life, for he is the only choice.
He wants to be your number 1, so let it be and let the rest fall away.
You would be amazed, at how much more you are aware of him and what he has for you.
I cannot explain, but choose wisely, for your choice is eternal.
Before because I tried so hard, to feel normal, I was extremely pedantic, why if it looked right, then I am alright.
I know it sounds bizarre now, but was my kind of normal.
Now, do not care, I will get to it, no biggie. Oh what a change in me, LOL I think its funny.
The Lord just gave me, you cannot control, what you have given control over. Think about it, we give the enemy control, by words and actions.
So, I stop, no more, double jeopardy wins.
Since we have been getting to learn about this knowledge in the last few weeks, all have been hit physically.
I may be silent, but I am not out, my words will reach to the heavens tonight.
I will fight and never be silenced. Jesus blood covers all.
We are learning what the enemy does not want us too, look out, we are coming in powerfully than ever before.
Recently the politicians are on to attack each other, but I always go behind. Where are they going to get the money? Do they really understand the plan? etc
All my life, I look at what I see, then I must find out what is behind, what the information that is key for me to make a decision.
Always keep your eye on the ball, but always where the ball has been.
History and the word can give you great insight.
Regret is something we can carry for a lifetime.
Riches are taking pleasure in all things even the little and laughing.
My riches are my manners and empathy, drying herbs for the Pastor and growing his veggies, making people laugh and to enjoy BREATHING. Making relish and just thinking of others. Saving a butterfly stuck between doors and taking it outside, caring and seeing things others are blind too.
That is my joy, that’s my happiness and with the holy spirit, I can conquer all, in his name…
Its been a beautiful day, so enjoy it all.
I have learnt something, I wish everyone could hear. And I used that information, I felt the time was right, so I went into the court of heaven.
You must know the way, on how to do this, when I did it last, change happened within days.
The word says Proverbs 6 v31 if the thief be found he must restore seven fold. Well, how many have said this, and nothing happened. By his stripes I am healed etc, I believe every word, I believe they were for me and others.
I needed to silence the enemy, lay open all the hidden places. I had to stand for my rights, to change the future or set course for the destiny he has laid out for me.
One day I hope you can also do this, I know the switch is on and the word RESTORE was granted to me.
Now, I am on course and the world is my oyster, yahoo
To bring on the change, that had to happen within me, I had too embrace the unknown, be open to let the father do the work and engage to receive.
These are keys that have formed within me and its been, hard to let him in. When for so long I was guarded against any hurt.
But the love from him, I knew this is what I had to do. You cannot get healing, change or restoration until you do. I am the evidence of this, I live because, I thought, he will not let me down.
Man does, he won’t, just trust him to do it, not to you, but FOR you.
We get things so confused and pick the negative first, but I always think, what would he do. What would he want me to do? these are questions that you need to ask.
If you have faith, trust and believe the word, THEN LIVE IT.
The enemy does not win, the blood is the evidence of VICTORY.
One thing I never did was give up, give up believing what could be done for me.
I knew, if I just waited, waited for the right time and season. He would not forget me, I was never on that shelf, I was not worthless, I was worthy.
What I had to do, was TRUST…
What I know more than the words in the bible, is him, his love and concern for me.
He knows, that each stumble, I will get back up and try harder.
He knows, when I love, I love the beauty within, the true beauty. When I give myself and surrender, I do in it all in, boots and all.
When I say I am his, I AM… For he knew me, he had a plan for me and because of that love between us. I will make it to the finish line.
For I am the daughter of the only KING, I have Jesus, Father God and the Holy Spirit in me. I win, what do I win, my life back..
So if someone reads this and feels like a cat curled up in the corner, remember your the winner, in the middle of the fight, because Jesus shed his blood for you. Regards of what surrounds you, the devil is a liar, so stand up and be counted as one of Gods children and reach for the stars.
They are touchable, trust…..
My life before was so ugly and just deeply disturbing.
Now, I feel like it was someone else’s life, I cannot make anyone understand the change within.
But what I know today is, its like being born again, starting on the correct line. What is great about it, I have knowledge, I have experience and I have a determination that will win my father’s race.
I have filled bags of cloths, I cannot face them, they are not going back on this body. I look at things with such different eyes. And I am so overjoyed, today I was chatting to someone I use to work with and I burst into tears.
You see, many years ago, I was prophesied over and told at the time, my life was not supposed to be like this, but Jesus is going to give you the key to unlock the door.
The door to your life, the one he has especially for you. This I forgot, on Aug 13 when condemnation was removed and that door shattered, it was the key, I was promised.
How absolutely touching and special, now I want all that was spoken over me, I am so determined and strong. I am brilliant, and loved by my father.
I am going to do what he requires of my path in this life, so when I said ages ago, that my name will be written in the pages of history, I now see why.
Yahoo, let’s go, I am ready and willing, because I trust him with all I have and all I am.
My joy is to know and to feel, that he really LOVES ME…
I was telling someone the other day, I wanted desperately to get out of the way I felt, but didn’t know how.
I felt I was always in this dark black hole, and that I did not belong their.
Yes I was scared of not knowing what life could be, but I knew I trusted his process of getting me there.
So, I am made knew, by the love Jesus had for me when he sacrificed himself on the cross.
I AM REBORN into the kingdom of Christ and so happy.
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