As for today the sun shines, after all the rain and the overcast weather, its glorious.

The same with my spirit, it shines, because my dad loves me. A few days ago, I said to the Holy Spirit, you do really great work. I felt a, aaawh shucks kind of moment, but I said, you really do, good work.

Sometimes we want so much, but never really take the time to say thank you.

I love it when I have a little moment with him, he laughs and I laugh. He is real, he is alive and he is truly my best friend.

I am his and he is mine, I told him last night he is my greatest love and it is so very true.

Most of my life I have felt a numbness when it comes to those close to me, I think I have trained myself so well, that nothing really got through. Protection was my greatest comfort.

But now, I need for that wall to come down, its really hard but trusting my dad, I know he can do the job.