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Sometimes you just gotta make that decision…

I was in bed this morning having a cup of tea, reading the word, saying my thoughts etc.

Then, my son and daughter came to mind.

When I surrendered my life to Jesus, it wasn’t a halfhearted, and only a words thing. Going through the motions, it was all in. In doing so, I put him first, then the church, then my kids and it wasn’t a, oh I love them any less. It is just the way; I felt that I had to prioritize my life and who I served.

As a mum, you do so much good and you get things wrong, because your only human. But then you get things in the right order and when you select a path as I have. It’s not about a cord holding me anymore, it is about standing and standing sometimes means, you have to stand alone.

I had never felt like I fitted anywhere before, yes, I tried, but something inside would not settle. And all along it was him, inside me and bringing to my remembrance that time where my first testimony happened.

So, this morning as I was sitting quietly in bed, I said these words, “father even if my children, don’t end up in heaven, it is a choice in life they have to make, and I am okay if it’s just me.” Now for me, the old version, the worlds version, this is huge.

And it’s not about me being a anything more or less than what I am. I just love my father Jesus, I stand in the place I am, because he has saved me over and over, when I have not felt like I deserved it.

My realisation is this, they are adults, they have a choice. They can end up in hell, burning naked for eternity or select the narrow path, sacrifice and end up in heaven.

Their decision is there’s alone, I am not going to waste my time and let emotion take hold. I have things he wants me to do. It is not a cold decision; it is not about me loving them less. Its finally me standing up for what I believe and not cowering to pressure.

I am not the enemy here, so stop pointing the finger. See with open eyes, instead of those poisoned by the world and those in it. Maturity, is making a calm educated choice…

Yes, I can still love them, but I will not be held back anymore, because my choice doesn’t suit them.

I pray, they come to the realisation of the truth, before it’s too late.

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Watching the sad news

I recently watched the sad news about Charlie Kirk.

One of the clips he talked using Alexander the great, what hit me was this, he is just as important today as Alexander was then.

The amount of people now going to church is astounding and why, because one man stood on the word. He made a decision and didn’t make it quietly, he was standing, trying to make the bible loud and clear and I hope he commended for that.

His wife was also showing that she lived by the word. Saying how she has forgiven that young man.

In the last month, I have said those same words listing those people in my past that have caused much pain to me. But as the father knows I wanted to say it and mean every word.

This breakthrough has released me; it has broken a cord that I had been tethered too. And the freedom is real.

Yes, I will not be allowing the devil back in my door, but I do wish them well and I have prayed for them. This freedom has also brought me to here, typing on my new computer and setting myself up for success.

I made a decision years ago, that if I was going to do something I was going to do it well. Instead of the past tethering me, I was going to step forward and not worry about money or any physical limitations. I am my father’s daughter, I am moving forward without any restraints.

To have this now part of my life has taken me every morning saying my good morning to the father and all his saints and angels and spirits. It has taken me reading a passage over and over until it became MY reality, and may I say NEVER GIVE UP, until it happens. Because remember his words, it happens in his time and his season. Just keep believing until that time.

All I have to end with is this, my father is ever present, ever helpful and ever brilliant. Hallelujah…

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Since April

How the father works for your special month, October is my birthday month and every year I ask him for a gift, something just for me and something only he can do.

Well since April, I applied for something, I have waited and waited, I knew only he could do it and he has.

So often as humans we forget the keys, given to us, but to drive the car you need a key, for the front door you need a key, for the office etc, you need a key.

So, why are we so often loosing the power of those keys, this is something he has taught me, keys, asking, waiting and leaving it to him.

You see, I am nothing special, I am no better than you, but I have a love for my father, a love that overwhelms me at times and bring tears to my eyes because of the love, trust and knowledge that has driven me further than just his book.

I have this encompassing feeling, something great is coming, something big.

And it leads me back to trespassing, you see I have had someone come into my home, without asking and without permission and if you love him, you wouldn’t do that to him, so why do we stretch our reasoning mind. Why is it ok to do that to me, when you would not be game to do it too him.

So many times, a white lie, or denying the truth is ok, in this confused world, but I would not dare as to why, I will be honest even if it hurts, because with that, he sees me, he sees the little things mean as much as the big things and that I am so very grateful and humbled by his love.

So my lovely’s keep these things in mind, its not funny, its not good and its not ok, to not do right by him. For remember the song, what if God was one of, just a stranger on the bus, trying to make his way home. Do you see the stranger, do you take the time to smile in there direction, what effort does your spirit make? Its a really good question, I think…

We need to understand, how much he loves us, how much he has for us, so anything we desire, he has far more for us.

It reminds me of a conversation with someone, who understand the power of the father, I said, there is no fight I need to fight, for the father will do it for me and bring down justice that, that person needs to be corrected.

My father has done it many times, he has got peoples car struck, or needing mechanics costing them more than the car, two tyres flat instead of one. The list goes on and on, he deals with them, he has removed them from my life, sometimes they have sealed their fate and died. Its really scary, but its on them, my father says, I am the apple of his eye, he says, I am the only one to sit in judgement, he says, I will give you all power and all I have to give you.

So, take this reminder, take this little post from me, from the lessons I have learned.

Its been a reflective time, to sit, to learn to understand a bigger understanding, and just how big he really is.