Watching the sad news

I recently watched the sad news about Charlie Kirk.

One of the clips he talked using Alexander the great, what hit me was this, he is just as important today as Alexander was then.

The amount of people now going to church is astounding and why, because one man stood on the word. He made a decision and didn’t make it quietly, he was standing, trying to make the bible loud and clear and I hope he commended for that.

His wife was also showing that she lived by the word. Saying how she has forgiven that young man.

In the last month, I have said those same words listing those people in my past that have caused much pain to me. But as the father knows I wanted to say it and mean every word.

This breakthrough has released me; it has broken a cord that I had been tethered too. And the freedom is real.

Yes, I will not be allowing the devil back in my door, but I do wish them well and I have prayed for them. This freedom has also brought me to here, typing on my new computer and setting myself up for success.

I made a decision years ago, that if I was going to do something I was going to do it well. Instead of the past tethering me, I was going to step forward and not worry about money or any physical limitations. I am my father’s daughter, I am moving forward without any restraints.

To have this now part of my life has taken me every morning saying my good morning to the father and all his saints and angels and spirits. It has taken me reading a passage over and over until it became MY reality, and may I say NEVER GIVE UP, until it happens. Because remember his words, it happens in his time and his season. Just keep believing until that time.

All I have to end with is this, my father is ever present, ever helpful and ever brilliant. Hallelujah…

Finally, part of the 21st Century

I have been struggling with an old phone and computer.

Well after having anxiety and freaking myself out, I got an update on both, why my phone would stop and could not add apps etc. Also, it was what I call cranky…

My computer the browser and the windows were very old, it was what I bought when I had my last full-time job and the company liquidated, and I got a very good and very professional computer cheap.

I was brought up with this, if you want something then save for it, don’t just go and be in debt. You will appreciate it more but also know you are debt free. And if I have to live off dim sims I will.

Little by little you have to replace things, what I did was and once they were delivered, I waited 2 weeks to turn them on, why, again I was so scared to do the wrong thing and I also got internet, as I had used my personal hot spot on my phone.

But everything works and I am so happy, I can type now sitting in bed and clear out all the old things I have and sell what I think is worth it.

Sounds like a plan, now I need my body to behave, supposed to have warmer weather on Saturday and Sunday so I pray for relief.

Being warned…

The other day I came across something that said this and it scared me.

A woman who was an influencer online and she died, it went along the lines of and I keep saying this.

What are you doing to make the difference on Judgement day, for its coming.

Well it said allegedly that she was standing before Jesus and he said those words, you led 300,000 people away. Depart from me for I do not know you.

So 300,001 sent south, that frightens me why, because I understand, that this platform, I must be very careful.

My voice must be leading people in the right direction via my experience, all honest all open and free.

Yes many times I see, starting a pay user option, but how can you put a cost on the father. Nothing comes close, so I give my experience, my struggles and if anyone wants to read. Then they know a person, who has to walk the path, can testify to what glory can be experienced from the father.

Its not a game, its not a get money idea like youtube. Its just me, making mistakes, learning and the testimonies I have had. I am not asking for anything, I am giving, I am not in anyway leading on my path, but I am pointing out how if you love him, surrender and trust all things can happen.

Know as I pour my heart out on these pages, we are human, we struggle but we also never stop learning.

Finding the answer…

When your sick, you forget your power in words.

You forget, what to say and how to say it.

Well, recently I came across a clip that was timely.

I said and named each of my ailments and got rid of this weight, I had carried for a long time.

You become free, when you realise, you have been given the instruction to cast out demons and you have to name them, you have to do it in such a way that you feel his power running through you.

Here its been so cold, but the last few days have been so sunny and it makes me happy.

So go ahead, if you have anything cast it out, get rid of that weight and see what he does in you.

Does it ever make you think?

Watching youtube, I always wonder about what people think.

Why, the other day I came across this site that had people witnessing a vision of Jesus. One person said, are you filming it are you gonna put it on facebook.

My reaction in my head was this, you are witnessing an awesome sign, evidence of him. Get on your knees, praise him, ask him, exult him.

Are so many, in the world not understanding these signs, are they so cut off from the realisation of this. I am guilty of this, if something is upsetting I react first but I should pray first, centre myself.

I correct myself every time, why because I know the more I do, the more it will become second nature.

I am so grateful for everything, so thankful for the blessings, so aware I have nothing to do with it. But its all him, all the love of my life, the most beautiful father you can have in your life.

Here we go with a beauty

Yesterday I had an appointment and by the end I started to talk about my belief in God.

I talked about miracles that had happened and about others I had prayed for and there miracle.

Then something struck me, I said boldly, “the world has tried to deny the bible, the word, the very existence of it. They have tried to silence any proof so they control the norm”.

Then I stated this and its truth, “the bible is not a book to deny, its our living history book, the greatest history book we have”. I then realised I should have added, its our history, our past our guide and our future.

Its all just like him in one, if you just read it and let him open up the words, for the full story to hit you.

For when I read it, its like I am transported, for him to show me what I need to see and experience.

This is truth like no other… and I stated, I live in the world but I am not of it.

Dealing with demons

I have been struggling and yes I felt like I was being sat on by an elephant.

The weight of the things that I have been diagnosed with was like a consuming force.

Well, scrolling through youtube I found a short, this woman repeated how it says to cast out demons.

So, I sat up and started naming them and casting them out.

Well didn’t it work quickly, I feel so light I feel like I could float.

Not so dumb after all…

As I get older, I feel it more and more, people think or treat me as if I’m stupid.

Well, my monitor died and I had to get another one, but my plugs are different, so I found a converter and plugged her in, reading the manual of course.

And yay for allowing him to assist, she works and to why I am typing away now. LOL

Getting angry….

Recently something took place and I got angry…

I’m not talking about just anger here, I’m talking about spitting fire balls.

Why, I was at my appointment and I broke down crying, gasping for air. Why, well when I have had trauma, I have never been allow to deal, to acknowledge and to sooth. So it comes back as if I’m still there and that hits you.

But I also remember all the things and times that people have stolen from me and I got angry. But I also stated if the thief be found he must restore 7 fold, no weapon formed against me shall prosper.

And that old saying that hit first ask questions later. I grew up in the country and I will not back down, I will not hide and I will not live in fear again.

So, the little girl will be okay in me and I will rise like a phoenix. I am my fathers daughter and I know the power that comes with that.