Having difficulty at the moment, my body is in bondage, but I will not let it stop me all the time.

I have to choose, do I push and hurt more, or let it bug me, well I do end up doing it, then later I have trouble moving in pain. I have always had to scratch my brain, even if its four in the morning.

Thinking about this today, it’s like reading the bible, it always seemed to be to be a really big task that I was not equipped for. But I kept watching the shorts and words of the day.

Then I came across an idea 5 minutes, 5 to pray, 5 to read, 5 etc. And I thought I could do that, 5 mins, so I read to the next section then prayed etc and it works.

Finding to cut it down allows me to not only scratch that itch but take it in, instead of just reading.