This is something I always wondered about people, if they consciously speak to him into their lives. Do they make a move with him or without him.

When you know him, when you know his power and what he can do, when everything is working the right way, out in your life.

Trusting him all the time, speaking to him, to the world might seem nuts. But when you know, you know.

I see people and I see such a whole in their life, I see such a vast gap, like a darkness or void in their eyes and when they speak it just seems so empty.

Having him in my life it feels so full, I am never alone, always feeling a warmth around me.

Living with him in my life is awesome, I am filled with joy, for example, yesterday I had to have blood drawn. The room was full, but no one spoke, everyone looked miserable, I was wearing a t-shirt with Yahweh our very breath says his name on it.

Someone took two numbers, so I piped up and mentioned it, then I started talking, spreading joy. The next lady was called and I jokingly said, “Bingo”. They all laughed and I mentioned how someone had said I was embarrassing and I commented, no no I am just funny. Then I followed up with, if I bring joy to your day, that makes me happy.

As each one of us went in and it was my time, I came out saying goodbye to the lady who was next to me and then said, “everyone have a lovely day” they all responded. See how easy it is to share, JOY, his joy inside you.

That could change a heart, change a life or just make someone’s day and to me, that’s worth it.

So, walk with him, not without him. Share his joy, share his blessings when instructed and live a life, the way he wants for you.

And don’t forget to smile…

Let’s recap, since the middle of November, I have been without a car, it has been hard, but I could see the blessing in it.

We’ll since Friday, I have another car, I have been doing all the paperwork and changing over from my old car.

It feels so strange, because my car was German made, it had things on the opposite side, so I am still trying to get use to the differences.

Having wheels again is so surprising, I must be doing something good because I have really good friends.

But in it, we both could see God working for me, it was so amazing, I cannot tell you the details, but WOW.

As of yesterday, I was able to return the plates, cancel the other cars rego and adjust the new one in my name etc.

What I have found different is this, the old car because it was a V6, she used petrol and going out I had to be sensible, thinking I live in a hilly area. Using more going up the hills etc, so I would choose when and where I would go.

I have been going in and out, making sure that everything is organised and done. And as of today, I just moved the needle, it was great the car dealer filled the tank up for me. They were just so lovely and I have said, God was doing it all, it’s perfect for just me.

I love how easy it is to steer, to park, the driver’s seat is so comfy, this is one point I made sure was covered because of more tender lower back.

Tomorrow I am hoping to finally shop, I am low on supplies, and I was determined not to do another delivery, but I need to be able to move, luckily my physio knows me, and I walked in saying, either help me or knock me out.

Again, so nice to be able to get out to these appointments, very long overdue.

I thank my father so much, even my friend was blessed, the father told me what to do and I did it without question, why, because I know his power, I know you must obey and not question.

And I love him so much, why would I.

In all of this I learned more patience, I learned to trust him more and more. And I learned how I thought I loved him, but how much more I do.

Instead of worrying where the money would come from or fret over where my car was. I went out and thanked him for the car in the carport, wherever it was. I am sure my neighbours question me, but I have to not deny my belief, and if that comes out loud then I am not embarrassed or ashamed. But I was very careful and added to the amount every time and the amount is cost was spot on.

Paying the balance, I didn’t celebrate until I did this, when I went to get back into my friend’s car, I opened the passenger door and shouted woohoo. She laughed and I added I am debt free. Working on being debt free for years has got me here and I am so thankful, I read how to celebrate when you pay you debts and I do not have to be told twice.