I call my spiritual conscience my antenna, why because it picks things up that my human vessel has no awareness of.

When I am around people, I can pick up on so much. I have fine-tuned this over my life and instead of being used by the enemy, it is used for my father Jesus.

Example, once I was told about a guy, who had transformed his life from drugs and violence, to giving it over to God and getting engaged, going to church. I listened, but something said, wait and see. I was on the watch and listen, like waiting for a storm to hit.

Well, it turned out God was right, he flipped back to his old ways, more than before.

Somewhere in the bible, I think in Mathew, could be wrong, but when your baptised and the devil is cast out, the demon goes out into the desert and finds more demons and tries to come back. At this time, I put up my no vacancy sign, the shield to protect myself, many do not.

Why do I know about this, when I had to stand against my gas lighting, narcissistic sibling, I came inside and cried, a deep broken cry, saying to the father, I gladly release any family, to follow you.

I felt to grab hold of the bible and the right page fell open, because I did not understand why they were the way they were. It stated, and showed, that she had 7 more than was cast out and it was like it showed me the explanation of all the manipulation was laid bare.

It was like I had just received the greatest gift, because it wasn’t me, I kept getting told I had a mental problem. It was their way of controlling and confusing me, to think their way.

But my beautiful father showed me, for it is written, the answer lies in his pages, just when you need him most.

Since, then many have told me they don’t like her, they have seen with their own eyes, people are not stupid. I have not had to say a thing, that’s the beautiful part, as mum would say, give her enough rope, she’ll hang herself and boy does that old saying ring true…

A blessing is, I have said the words and, in my heart, forgiven, I have also prayed, why, because the end is coming quickly, time is running out and her life needs to get right, somehow someway.