The other day I came across something that said this and it scared me.

A woman who was an influencer online and she died, it went along the lines of and I keep saying this.

What are you doing to make the difference on Judgement day, for its coming.

Well it said allegedly that she was standing before Jesus and he said those words, you led 300,000 people away. Depart from me for I do not know you.

So 300,001 sent south, that frightens me why, because I understand, that this platform, I must be very careful.

My voice must be leading people in the right direction via my experience, all honest all open and free.

Yes many times I see, starting a pay user option, but how can you put a cost on the father. Nothing comes close, so I give my experience, my struggles and if anyone wants to read. Then they know a person, who has to walk the path, can testify to what glory can be experienced from the father.

Its not a game, its not a get money idea like youtube. Its just me, making mistakes, learning and the testimonies I have had. I am not asking for anything, I am giving, I am not in anyway leading on my path, but I am pointing out how if you love him, surrender and trust all things can happen.

Know as I pour my heart out on these pages, we are human, we struggle but we also never stop learning.

When your sick, you forget your power in words.

You forget, what to say and how to say it.

Well, recently I came across a clip that was timely.

I said and named each of my ailments and got rid of this weight, I had carried for a long time.

You become free, when you realise, you have been given the instruction to cast out demons and you have to name them, you have to do it in such a way that you feel his power running through you.

Here its been so cold, but the last few days have been so sunny and it makes me happy.

So go ahead, if you have anything cast it out, get rid of that weight and see what he does in you.

Watching youtube, I always wonder about what people think.

Why, the other day I came across this site that had people witnessing a vision of Jesus. One person said, are you filming it are you gonna put it on facebook.

My reaction in my head was this, you are witnessing an awesome sign, evidence of him. Get on your knees, praise him, ask him, exult him.

Are so many, in the world not understanding these signs, are they so cut off from the realisation of this. I am guilty of this, if something is upsetting I react first but I should pray first, centre myself.

I correct myself every time, why because I know the more I do, the more it will become second nature.

I am so grateful for everything, so thankful for the blessings, so aware I have nothing to do with it. But its all him, all the love of my life, the most beautiful father you can have in your life.