I have found it hard to let people in, yes having had experiences that did rock me to the core. It is hard, I need a certain amount of time, to see if what is said rings true.

Many times, people get one side of a story, and sometimes it is, just a story.

But with me, if I let you near me, count your blessings, you have established a foundation and its up to you whether you break it or not.

History does dictate the present, because you become extra vigilant, extra wary and that is no one fault. It is just how it is, presently, I am not one to throw the past in anyone’s face unless you play dirty and try to push me in the wrong way.

It is how I have been honed over time, I try every day to move into him, because I know its a better place to be, I know how far of a level I have grown in the understanding of him.

Many who just go to church have not yet reached that far, and that is their journey. If I can assist anyone, to just keep strong and keep pushing, then this blog of mine is well worth, well worth the time and the openness in which I share some of my journey.

A step in the right direction, to put you on the path he had planned for you all along, be brave, be strong and trust him with all you have.