Yesterday I woke up shaking, not understanding what was happening and knowing I had to drop my car off at the mechanics to finish a job, that was waiting for a part.

Anyway, I went from shaking to vibrating in my spirit, last time that happened, something big followed.

Well last night I was in bed and I saw a power, in the image of a man, it allowed the receiving part of me to take place, it was very real and very strong. I cannot explain it, but boy oh boy, so I started listing those things that had been withheld from me.

And I believe as I woke this morning, feeling different, change has taken place.

I knew something was coming, I could feel the energy in the atmosphere, this is how switched on I have been.

I have this knowing of a powerful force changing the direction of the path I have been on, not only with my health but every part of myself.

As I have said before, when I go quiet, its because something is taking place, and I must put all of my concentration on that. I put him first, before all else, because this needs to happen. Beyond anything else, his path for me, must be fulfilled.

I told a friend the other day about my name being written in the pages of history, not still knowing what that is yet, but its coming. I have also seen my name in his book, it was on a pedestal, a big grand book aged from time but majestic, and other names were blurred out, but mine in bold. That has been a great inspiration for my continued growth.

And a beautiful update on my daughter, she is engaged getting married on medication and they have worked out what is wrong, she also rang me for my birthday, I have txt her but we hadn’t spoken. Because I had to let the father do the work, and not interfer.

She said something that caused me to break down and sob like a baby, “mum I understand now, why you did what you did and how you tried to be mum dad and everything for us, I would like to say thank you” that little sentence was beautiful and that is what I tried to do, be what they lacked. Because of the trauma, I spent many weeks and months volunteering at there school. So they knew I was there if they needed me, because they needed a consistency, that others were not providing. They deserved someone to take the time to provide a need that was not asked for, but showed in how they acted at the time.

And for that beautiful present, that I know my father gave me, because he knew it was something I always yearned to hear. What a wonderful present, some things cannot be purchased, that means more than anything else.

Now lord work on my son, because I gave him to you the day he was christened. You know and I know, its only a matter of time…

God bless everyone