The father, WILL have HIS way

I am so thankful, thankful for the result of the American voting.

Its not about the man, its about the father within the man.

You see, man can be so stupid, but once the father within comes forward, major things in his plan, can take place.

So many who do not see or believe, want to run, but where do you go, when he has known you from the beginning to the end, who sees your heart, can hear your thoughts etc etc.

There is no where to run, the father has a plan for this world, he has things that must take place.

Why, because the world is about to have a huge and I mean huge wake up call…

Returns…

Now this comes down in many forms, for me.

I use to find it almost impossible to return anything that I bought, I would just pass it on.

But, it is the same with something you have wrestled with, I am shedding all that the enemy has tried to lob onto me and sending back to the returns item bin.

I said something, in our prayer meeting that took on the enemy. It caused physical ailments and really hit me, but I retract what I said, I apologise father for I did not know, why I thought I had the power to face him and why it was anything to do with me.

You see, I accused the accuser, yes it was that simple and boy, do not ever do this. I cancel out this statement to the four corners of the universe of heaven and earth.

Father please accept my apology and allow, my body to reset. In Jesus mighty name.

How do you spend what he provides

Many a time, when I worked in the city, I would see many bags, the expensive stores and the people carrying them, not so happy.

I was always taught, pay you rent, bills, then food. What is left over can be either to put away for something your planning to buy as a need, not a want. Or to buy items you have needed for a while.

I have stuck to this all my life.

I use to watch the nonnas and how they would buy multiple, of soaps, toilet paper etc, when a great deal was to be had and it works.

This time of year with the black Friday sales, I keep my eyes on those shops I know fit my build, I love $4.95 deals on cloths. I like buying old winter stock that is cheap, because I keep my eyes peeled on the prices.

I recently got 4 pairs of pants, 2 jumpers and 1 shirt, all for that amazing price and they are good quality and stylish.

Coming back to that, I have all my life tried to hide, anything that makes me shine, I have hidden from. Well not anymore, I have got things that are just right and just me.

The other day I felt so good, I went and bought some makeup, yes me (this is huge for me).

What is the big deal, I had clinique and being hyper hyper allergenic, I could not wear it because, my eyelash follicles burned and itched, my skin would feel hot and like someone had stuck me with a cactus, my skin for weeks would be so aggravated, even a breeze would hurt.

yes, I am that sensitive. I am also allergic to vitamin c, which is in many products.

But I found a 50% off a mineral brand, I have researched and they said it should work with sensitive skin, so I bought 3 items, to give it a go.

And, it worked, I am so happy, I look 20 years younger, I need a few more basics, but yeehaa.

Mum…

Lately, I have felt my mum, so strongly, in the morning as I say good morning to all of the above. I have added in my mum, I bought a quilt cover, that she would have loved and every time I walk past or into my bedroom, I am filled with love.

Something my mother had was woolen blankets and secretly, I have always wanted a certain style of them, and have waited till now, I have recently purchased two, one on the bed for summer and the other in wait for winter to come around again.

Woolen blankets have come a long way, not scratchy, not heavy, but once I washed it, there was a bit of fluff, so on the cloths line, I got a soft brush and brushed the excess fluff off. It can take a couple of washes but, defiantly worth it. I feel like my mum is giving me a warm hug, and it makes me smile.

I have gone from feeling so strongly as to why a life was filled with abuse, hurt and sadness, to disconnecting from some of her children and just loving the first Larry and me the last. I found with what she had been through, dishonor, disrespect, and lies got you banished from her emotions. And she would not change her stance, once your done, your done.

But I am so glad we were friends before she transitioned to her eternal life. I am very much the same way, you do something bad against me, your done. Yes I will be polite and tolerate you, but I will be on guard always after that. And yes it has to be pretty bad for that to happen.

Every time I do something, I think of mum, I think if she couldn’t then as long as my father is ok with it, then I can. Both of them knew my heart, you see, you have to understand someone, what there past has been forming them, why they do the things they do, to understand them, to love them. Even through the mucky parts, it makes sense, when you don’t just see mum, but Ruth herself.

Then everything fell into place, I understand, I saw her and loved her so much, she knew it, because she told me, “Bronie, I really do love you, you know that don’t you” those words are what is valued by me.

Love you mum…

When he puts those in front of you…

Every time I am out, he puts someone in front of me, who he needs to let them hear.

I was speaking about, my experiences, my journey, my testimonies.

My miracles, and all other, I told her how he is real, he is living and he is listening.

I believe she needed a boost, a god boost that is.

We so often pray and get disheartened, but wait my lovelies, because he needs you to know it must be the right time. It cannot come when you demand it, or want it, you have to be open in his way, so when you receive there is no doubt who is in charge.

And he is definitely in charge.

Wow, wow, wow

The other day I got a big insight, right now I cannot for the life of me remember what exactly, but its big.

I get so much throughout the day, I find it hard to keep up.

You see I pray, I say good morning to all etc and I find its working, my little saying, and all other things.

Diligence is making it happen, I find that the day cannot begin correctly until its done.

I must start writing this down, I know your probably reading this thinking, well what was it, but its his timing.

I am so close to whats coming, I feel the excitement more and more, till I feel like a jumping bean.

Gotta love a speaker when its right

Jonathan Cahn any one watch The Paradigm on youtube.

I have always said, there are patterns, history, numbers etc that repeat, when the time is right or when I notice it.

But others do not seem to see any at all.

Well, praying for the USA presidency, I came across this and pow, it was like a portal inside me opened up.

Yeehaa, someone else knows and sees what I have seen.

He was more in-depth, but boy oh boy when the lord gives it, he is never wrong.

I see the lord working not only through him but also Donald, its time, the world needs to be remade aware of the history, that occured so long ago, it seems to many now as just a story, or made up.

But, a few of us know and praise the father, because it all happened, its all real and today’s world need a wake up call. Jesus was here, Hitler was a brutal murderer. History is not a story, but fact that we must never forget or minimize…

Stay the course and DO NOT back down

I have been on a path, I have been attacked mentally and physically, to try and stop what has to happen.

When you make the ultimate choice you have to stick your feet in like a palm tree and be immovable.

I have always been the same, once I decide, I will stick like super glue and I will not be moved OR back down.

If the father needs me, I am ALL IN and he knows my heart, he knows even if it hurts, I will NOT back down.

I think in many ways, this sheer immovable force in me, has been a great strength and I know it comes from him.

So, my lovelies, stay the course, do not let the world come in and crap all over your life, stay the course. Hold on for dear life and be like a mule and refuse to back down.

It is a great gift, for you to receive in his timing…

What a day…

Yesterday I woke up shaking, not understanding what was happening and knowing I had to drop my car off at the mechanics to finish a job, that was waiting for a part.

Anyway, I went from shaking to vibrating in my spirit, last time that happened, something big followed.

Well last night I was in bed and I saw a power, in the image of a man, it allowed the receiving part of me to take place, it was very real and very strong. I cannot explain it, but boy oh boy, so I started listing those things that had been withheld from me.

And I believe as I woke this morning, feeling different, change has taken place.

I knew something was coming, I could feel the energy in the atmosphere, this is how switched on I have been.

I have this knowing of a powerful force changing the direction of the path I have been on, not only with my health but every part of myself.

As I have said before, when I go quiet, its because something is taking place, and I must put all of my concentration on that. I put him first, before all else, because this needs to happen. Beyond anything else, his path for me, must be fulfilled.

I told a friend the other day about my name being written in the pages of history, not still knowing what that is yet, but its coming. I have also seen my name in his book, it was on a pedestal, a big grand book aged from time but majestic, and other names were blurred out, but mine in bold. That has been a great inspiration for my continued growth.

And a beautiful update on my daughter, she is engaged getting married on medication and they have worked out what is wrong, she also rang me for my birthday, I have txt her but we hadn’t spoken. Because I had to let the father do the work, and not interfer.

She said something that caused me to break down and sob like a baby, “mum I understand now, why you did what you did and how you tried to be mum dad and everything for us, I would like to say thank you” that little sentence was beautiful and that is what I tried to do, be what they lacked. Because of the trauma, I spent many weeks and months volunteering at there school. So they knew I was there if they needed me, because they needed a consistency, that others were not providing. They deserved someone to take the time to provide a need that was not asked for, but showed in how they acted at the time.

And for that beautiful present, that I know my father gave me, because he knew it was something I always yearned to hear. What a wonderful present, some things cannot be purchased, that means more than anything else.

Now lord work on my son, because I gave him to you the day he was christened. You know and I know, its only a matter of time…

God bless everyone