How many times in life, are we restricted, for coming up with ideas, or tapping into his spirit, because of how we daily are trained to comply.

I have never been one to follow along, and if I ever have, it hasn’t taken me long to awake from the slumber of trusting in someone, who is untrustable.

I always see things others, do not, I can invent things, see gaps in what they are doing, find the join in a link of the computer to over ride its program. I have stunned others and sometimes, I stun myself, because, many times, it just happens, without even me trying.

Thinking back to my childhood, many times, I would internally fight against what I saw and make the decision, I would not allow that to carry over into adulthood.

If I had, in my work place, listened to them all, I would have not succeeded in what I was able to accomplish. For sometimes, people need to be shown a new way, before they try and shut you down.

I have a secret love of spreadsheets and data bases, why, because the organisation, the ability to make it what I need and find the link, but also the power of correct information. To find the research of who and what and how, the key numbers etc.

But I don’t like accounting, I thrived when I worked in the city, because, while a certain someone tried to belittle me with a printed plan of building a data base, I could see instantly, what he could not. That gave me a feeling of power, because even though, he thought because of his career, position and education, he was superior to me, the table got turned around, real quick.

Not many people understand, how I can think, but while they are talking, I can break a sentence down, to key words. How a sentence, when you break it up, does not fit and you can pick up on a crap load of nothing, but manipulation or lies.

Many times, I play the stupid card, or gullible, because they seem to need, to have this superior complex, but I know what I know, its that simple, I am not saying I am better, just that I am not restricted.

I am the round hole, the square peg, doesn’t fit into, its that simple, I don’t think I have more than you, I just can see sometimes, what passes by you without you picking it up.

I have two inventions, processing through my brain, I have many ideas, new ways, etc etc every hour of the day.

And, this is my normal, I cannot just follow along when I can see the obvious. So don’t think you need to restrict your thinking, your not like everyone else, you are unique, so except it…