Facing, the reality of certain people and what has been done, that steered my path, has been so hard.

Because I gave so many, understanding from their side, the situation etc etc.

But, what it did, was leave me out on a limb, by myself, knowing no one would help me if I called.

So many times, instead of protection, it had been what would others think, or its easier not to deal with it.

Then you get to my age, then think, what is so hard about behaving like a grown up, what is so hard about standing your ground and protecting the helpless.

AGAIN, WHAT IS SO HARD…..

Facing, the many occasion where my deepest hurts lye, has been so hard, it has wrenched out, the hidden depths, that I hid from, to just keep going.

But the time has come, to face the truth, face and understand as an adult, why I was left on that limb, as if forgotten, Or acknowledged my existence, so the situation, where you should have called the police, evicted them or just served justice, was not done.

I dislike strongly if anyone sits on the fence and watches a crime, because you need to make a stand. For the life span, pain will be not only the memory, but it will continue for the next generation too.