I was scrolling through the internet and found someone making my rissole recipe. Then another using my idea for frozen cooked onion.

Then I thought to myself, they are getting money, for my idea. What was I thinking, giving away for free, that which could have bought another good pair of shoes.

And this was my Christmas gift to myself, shoes that support my painful feet. The instant relief was so shocking, I have promised myself more to replace the $6 crappy ones I have been using.

I am removing all those extra, unused items from my home, its time to change in a big way, and this is key to being able to breath.

For I was taught to save things, you may need them or never say no. But then you have so much, that is just stuff and it needs to be prioritised too. What do I use, keep that only and rid myself of the overburden items and get money to buy those decent shoes.

I have been wrestling with guilt, manipulation of items and its time to break this stronghold.