Its true to say that sometimes I read over what I have written and realise the impact of the message he is giving me.

I want so badly to make sure everyone gets a chance when the time comes.

I want to share my hurts, my heals, my journey and let everyone know. That it is all for us, you just gotta be willing to receive.

Whether it is a lesson, a blessing or anything to get you where you need to be.

But be sure, my message is loud and clear and I will get to the finish line.

I recently completed a painting, showing a landscape with a change blowing in.

Why, because I feel this is happening to me, you see before I was doing things that I was not aware of.

But my soul has been reactive because of the hurt, so letting it be healed slowly but surely.

Change is a coming and I welcome it…

I was your cure and your were my disease

(God is waiting to give you all you need and by going the opposite way you are stopping it.)

I was saving you, but you were killing me.

(God is wanting to save you, not just your body, but your soul and spirit etc and by trying to control the situation your killing the blessing.)

There is a song that we sung at our gathering.

As I have been working on letting my soul heal, the song we sang was let him do what he needs to do.

Its simple take the words, use them and do what needs to be done, their is nothing to fear but fear itself.

So give it a try…