Before because I tried so hard, to feel normal, I was extremely pedantic, why if it looked right, then I am alright.

I know it sounds bizarre now, but was my kind of normal.

Now, do not care, I will get to it, no biggie. Oh what a change in me, LOL I think its funny.

The Lord just gave me, you cannot control, what you have given control over. Think about it, we give the enemy control, by words and actions.

So, I stop, no more, double jeopardy wins.